1 00:00:23,006 --> 00:00:29,006 THE STRANGE IN US 2 00:00:30,340 --> 00:00:40,340 Translation: R.Mora for www.avenidalibertad.es 3 00:00:50,840 --> 00:00:52,873 The city at night is my sanctuary. 4 00:00:52,873 --> 00:00:54,740 When I walk through the streets, 5 00:00:54,740 --> 00:00:56,140 there is no freedom. 6 00:00:56,373 --> 00:00:59,140 Just the chance to find moments of escape, 7 00:00:59,373 --> 00:01:03,173 of pleasure that almost disappear as fast as they arrive. 8 00:01:03,640 --> 00:01:05,207 That doesn't worry me. 9 00:01:06,573 --> 00:01:09,707 I walk under the rose gold light of the streetlights that burn 10 00:01:09,707 --> 00:01:11,707 like a night sun. 11 00:01:13,073 --> 00:01:15,440 I once thought of you as that light, 12 00:01:15,673 --> 00:01:18,440 but the illusion faded quickly, right? 13 00:01:19,540 --> 00:01:24,107 Now my attention is captivated, stopped, like a fever; 14 00:01:24,107 --> 00:01:25,740 I feel it like a slow death, 15 00:01:26,140 --> 00:01:29,207 trapped by nocturnal wanderings in search of I don't know what... 16 00:01:29,207 --> 00:01:32,540 maybe a chance meeting with another lost stranger, 17 00:01:32,540 --> 00:01:36,507 perhaps the hope of finding an authentic connection. 18 00:01:39,207 --> 00:01:41,740 But the truth is that still I'm trying to understand 19 00:01:41,740 --> 00:01:44,473 Why can't I let you go? 20 00:01:45,306 --> 00:01:47,872 February 8 21 00:01:56,407 --> 00:01:57,607 Okay. 22 00:02:41,273 --> 00:02:46,040 If you decide to return to Virginia, could help you pay for your return. 23 00:02:46,040 --> 00:02:49,040 This is not the right time. I am accompanied. 24 00:02:49,040 --> 00:02:51,040 Is your friend Stephen there? 25 00:02:51,640 --> 00:02:53,040 No, grandmother. 26 00:02:53,040 --> 00:02:56,207 Can we talk again tonight? What time do you go to bed? 27 00:02:56,207 --> 00:02:58,240 At 9 o'clock, you know. 28 00:02:58,873 --> 00:03:03,173 Call me at 8. 29 00:03:03,173 --> 00:03:05,140 That will be at 5 for me. 30 00:03:05,473 --> 00:03:07,640 I don't want to bother you during dinner... 31 00:03:09,373 --> 00:03:11,207 - Was she your grandmother? - Yes. 32 00:03:12,573 --> 00:03:13,607 How strange. 33 00:03:13,973 --> 00:03:16,607 People still have grandparents at my age. 34 00:03:20,140 --> 00:03:21,840 Do you have a roommate? 35 00:03:23,140 --> 00:03:25,707 Yes, she has gone out with her boyfriend. 36 00:03:37,407 --> 00:03:38,373 I'm sorry... 37 00:03:46,673 --> 00:03:49,773 -Who is it? - It's Gavin. 38 00:03:52,207 --> 00:03:54,173 - An ex-lover? - No, just a friend. 39 00:03:57,807 --> 00:04:01,307 It looks familiar to me. Do you live in the city? 40 00:04:02,007 --> 00:04:03,940 It's already gone. 41 00:04:03,940 --> 00:04:05,707 Where has he gone? 42 00:04:07,240 --> 00:04:08,840 -Has...? -...dead? 43 00:04:12,840 --> 00:04:15,207 Do you know whose birthday is today? 44 00:04:16,740 --> 00:04:17,940 James Dean. 45 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:22,007 -Who is it? - An actor. 46 00:04:24,840 --> 00:04:28,007 �There was no racing driver named James Dean? 47 00:04:28,340 --> 00:04:30,507 Let's get back to what we were doing. 48 00:04:34,940 --> 00:04:37,307 Isn't it a little hot in here? 49 00:04:42,207 --> 00:04:45,040 Maybe we could find a way to refresh ourselves, right? 50 00:04:46,673 --> 00:04:49,773 Would you like to... help me? 51 00:04:55,340 --> 00:04:57,607 Stop, please. This doesn't work. 52 00:05:03,273 --> 00:05:05,173 Do you want me to go? 53 00:05:33,840 --> 00:05:35,340 Are you done, man? 54 00:05:35,573 --> 00:05:37,340 I'm going to wash. 55 00:05:48,373 --> 00:05:49,807 How has it been? 56 00:05:49,807 --> 00:05:52,007 You have been perfect. Thank you. 57 00:05:54,673 --> 00:05:55,807 Thanks to you. 58 00:05:59,007 --> 00:06:01,540 - You have my number, right? - Yes, I have it. 59 00:06:01,873 --> 00:06:03,140 See you around. 60 00:06:34,240 --> 00:06:38,907 You have a new message and a saved message. 61 00:06:40,173 --> 00:06:42,640 Anthony, I'm Grandma. 62 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:45,240 8 o'clock here, 5 o'clock there, 63 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:47,240 as we had been. 64 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,240 Did you forget? 65 00:06:49,240 --> 00:06:51,240 Maybe you've gone out to dinner. 66 00:06:52,107 --> 00:06:53,240 Deleted message. 67 00:06:53,473 --> 00:06:55,240 First saved message. 68 00:06:55,240 --> 00:07:00,040 Dropped Tuesday, September 14, at 1:46. 69 00:07:01,240 --> 00:07:03,840 Anthony, it's Gav. I have many things to tell you. 70 00:07:04,073 --> 00:07:05,840 You know the "underground railroad", right? 71 00:07:05,840 --> 00:07:07,473 Well, I've been... Anthony! 72 00:07:10,269 --> 00:07:12,069 February 9. 73 00:07:18,973 --> 00:07:21,807 Ladies and gentlemen, The driver speaks to them. 74 00:07:21,807 --> 00:07:24,773 As we leave San Francisco, I remind you 75 00:07:25,007 --> 00:07:27,807 that the bathrooms are in the back of the bus 76 00:07:27,807 --> 00:07:29,907 and that smoking is prohibited on board... 77 00:07:40,835 --> 00:07:43,169 January 30: one year before. Next stop, San Francisco. 78 00:08:02,573 --> 00:08:03,707 I'm Stephen. 79 00:08:03,707 --> 00:08:04,707 Hello, Stephen. 80 00:08:04,707 --> 00:08:06,540 Anthony, hello! Where are you? 81 00:08:06,540 --> 00:08:09,107 I'm here. I'm at the bus station. 82 00:08:09,107 --> 00:08:12,707 Shit! I was with a client. I lost track of time. 83 00:08:12,707 --> 00:08:14,007 Oh... Okay. 84 00:08:14,240 --> 00:08:17,007 I can't... Can you come here? 85 00:08:19,640 --> 00:08:22,407 I thought you would come looking for me. 86 00:08:23,940 --> 00:08:25,440 Take a taxi. 87 00:08:26,407 --> 00:08:28,173 OK. How much is going... 88 00:08:28,607 --> 00:08:30,707 Just come here. 89 00:08:47,473 --> 00:08:49,373 - Hello. - Hello. 90 00:08:50,207 --> 00:08:52,207 How was your first taxi trip? 91 00:08:52,207 --> 00:08:55,173 Good. San Francisco is beautiful. 92 00:08:56,340 --> 00:08:58,473 What are you wearing? 93 00:08:59,640 --> 00:09:00,607 Come on, come in. 94 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:05,573 Oh my god, I love this place! 95 00:09:06,007 --> 00:09:07,573 It's so pretty. 96 00:09:07,573 --> 00:09:09,440 I love the neighborhood. 97 00:09:09,440 --> 00:09:11,607 The taxi driver was very friendly... 98 00:09:13,773 --> 00:09:16,007 You were mine, that winter. 99 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:20,173 A season of promise, happiness, new hope. 100 00:09:20,807 --> 00:09:23,773 At what point do we decide leave that behind? 101 00:09:24,073 --> 00:09:26,040 I don't remember anymore. 102 00:09:26,407 --> 00:09:28,573 Before, I could have skip the signs, 103 00:09:29,273 --> 00:09:32,173 I was so upset that I didn't see them, 104 00:09:32,173 --> 00:09:34,173 but now that you're gone, 105 00:09:34,173 --> 00:09:36,640 I drown remembering them. 106 00:09:37,601 --> 00:09:39,034 July 1st. 107 00:09:48,073 --> 00:09:51,140 I see that you finally have them all your things here. 108 00:09:55,340 --> 00:09:57,673 I'm going out with Carlos tonight, to dinner 109 00:09:57,673 --> 00:10:00,240 But if you need help getting set up 110 00:10:00,240 --> 00:10:02,440 I could help you all weekend. 111 00:10:02,440 --> 00:10:03,573 It will go well. 112 00:10:03,807 --> 00:10:06,573 I'm going to order some food and empty some boxes. 113 00:10:06,573 --> 00:10:09,040 - I'm fine. - Sorry. 114 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:12,807 Hello, honey. 115 00:10:13,340 --> 00:10:15,307 Yes. I'm ready to go. 116 00:10:28,340 --> 00:10:29,540 By God! 117 00:10:32,207 --> 00:10:34,440 Hi, I'm Sarah. I'm sorry I can't answer, 118 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:36,607 but I'm partying on the streets of Manhattan. 119 00:10:36,607 --> 00:10:38,573 Leave a message. Goodbye. 120 00:10:39,673 --> 00:10:41,640 Hi, I'm Anthony. 121 00:10:42,673 --> 00:10:46,640 I thought about calling you in New York to see how you're doing. 122 00:10:50,073 --> 00:10:52,640 I just realized that there is a difference of 3 hours. 123 00:10:52,640 --> 00:10:54,040 You must be sleeping... 124 00:10:54,373 --> 00:10:56,240 You must miss Virginia. 125 00:10:58,240 --> 00:10:59,573 I don't. 126 00:10:59,573 --> 00:11:02,373 I only have three contacts of San Francisco on my laptop. 127 00:11:03,640 --> 00:11:06,740 I have my boss, the police 128 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:08,773 and my ex-boyfriend. 129 00:11:10,207 --> 00:11:13,207 That's right, my ex-boyfriend. Am I not a failure? 130 00:11:16,407 --> 00:11:18,040 I miss you. 131 00:11:36,340 --> 00:11:37,840 Harper, come on! 132 00:11:55,973 --> 00:11:57,440 �420? Party? 133 00:11:58,207 --> 00:11:59,640 Excuse me, what is this about? 134 00:11:59,973 --> 00:12:01,307 �420? 135 00:12:02,573 --> 00:12:04,573 Do you need something? 136 00:12:24,740 --> 00:12:26,373 What are you doing tonight? 137 00:12:27,007 --> 00:12:28,773 I'm just looking at this bookstore. 138 00:12:36,873 --> 00:12:38,907 - My name is Chad. -Anthony. 139 00:12:45,773 --> 00:12:47,207 I really like your apartment. 140 00:12:47,740 --> 00:12:48,907 Thank you. 141 00:12:51,340 --> 00:12:53,873 Do you want a beer, wine or anything else? 142 00:12:55,340 --> 00:12:56,840 No, I think I'm fine. 143 00:12:57,573 --> 00:12:58,807 Better. 144 00:14:27,007 --> 00:14:30,507 - This has been so horny! - Yes, it has been incredible. 145 00:14:32,273 --> 00:14:33,440 Thank you. 146 00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:35,740 This is the first time that I hook up with a stranger. 147 00:14:36,473 --> 00:14:38,040 I have linked you to you. 148 00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:42,740 This is the first time that A stranger flirts with me. 149 00:14:43,573 --> 00:14:46,040 Why are you telling me that? 150 00:14:47,940 --> 00:14:50,740 Do you want me to tell you that Was it my first time too? 151 00:14:50,740 --> 00:14:52,740 I said it, that's all. 152 00:14:54,340 --> 00:14:55,707 Very good. 153 00:14:56,640 --> 00:14:57,807 Fabulous. 154 00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:01,031 I hate to tell you this, but I have to sleep. 155 00:15:01,573 --> 00:15:04,540 I meet my parents tomorrow morning. 156 00:15:04,973 --> 00:15:06,140 That's great. 157 00:15:06,140 --> 00:15:09,207 I don't even know why I'm out so late tonight. 158 00:15:10,840 --> 00:15:12,140 Me neither. 159 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:18,373 Do you need more light to pick up your clothes? 160 00:15:19,473 --> 00:15:20,973 No, it's okay. 161 00:15:22,640 --> 00:15:23,507 OK. 162 00:15:26,040 --> 00:15:28,573 - I have to go pee. - Good. 163 00:15:44,373 --> 00:15:46,207 Have you found all your clothes? 164 00:15:46,440 --> 00:15:48,207 Yes. I'm almost done. 165 00:15:50,540 --> 00:15:52,840 I left you my number on the nightstand. 166 00:15:53,607 --> 00:15:54,773 Thank you. 167 00:15:56,273 --> 00:15:57,540 You're welcome. 168 00:16:03,340 --> 00:16:04,540 Wow! 169 00:16:07,607 --> 00:16:09,673 April 14 170 00:16:15,773 --> 00:16:18,640 - Can I help you? - I have forgotten my keys. 171 00:16:19,407 --> 00:16:21,573 I thought I had them in the bag. 172 00:16:21,573 --> 00:16:25,040 I thought you would stay all night outside, writing. 173 00:16:26,607 --> 00:16:28,373 I have changed plans. 174 00:16:30,940 --> 00:16:33,573 This is Anthony. Kevin. 175 00:16:33,807 --> 00:16:34,973 - Hello. - Hello. 176 00:16:36,773 --> 00:16:38,007 Have I left them here? 177 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:42,607 - What are you doing, Anthony? - My job? 178 00:16:42,840 --> 00:16:43,807 Yes. 179 00:16:45,373 --> 00:16:48,307 I moved two months ago, I'm still searching. 180 00:16:48,307 --> 00:16:50,607 - Where do you come from? - From Washington. 181 00:16:50,940 --> 00:16:53,607 Not from Washington. From Virginia. 182 00:16:54,973 --> 00:16:56,507 Well. From the Washington area. 183 00:16:56,507 --> 00:16:58,973 We met in Virginia. 184 00:16:59,207 --> 00:17:01,973 In a cheesy bar called "Freddie's", 185 00:17:01,973 --> 00:17:03,907 on cowgirl night. 186 00:17:03,907 --> 00:17:05,173 How typical! right? 187 00:17:06,240 --> 00:17:09,707 Anyway, Anthony has chased me to the west coast. 188 00:17:10,007 --> 00:17:11,173 Really? 189 00:17:11,173 --> 00:17:13,907 - He has lived with me since January. - How beautiful. 190 00:17:14,140 --> 00:17:15,907 He's my gigolo. 191 00:17:16,707 --> 00:17:18,507 - No! - I'm funny. 192 00:17:18,940 --> 00:17:20,173 Take advantage of it, sister! 193 00:17:21,607 --> 00:17:24,140 No, Anthony is an aspiring novelist. 194 00:17:24,707 --> 00:17:29,107 - Really? - Almost... Poet, actually. 195 00:17:29,407 --> 00:17:32,107 I was going to spend the afternoon writing in a coffee 196 00:17:32,107 --> 00:17:34,107 but it couldn't have been far away. 197 00:17:34,107 --> 00:17:35,773 Writer's block? 198 00:17:37,207 --> 00:17:38,740 Yes, I hate it. 199 00:17:39,773 --> 00:17:41,673 Sorry. I have to pee. 200 00:18:02,773 --> 00:18:05,507 - Has that guy left yet? - Yes, sir. 201 00:18:08,673 --> 00:18:11,240 - Are you hungry? - Not yet. 202 00:18:15,607 --> 00:18:16,940 Stephen... 203 00:18:21,940 --> 00:18:24,773 I crossed the country to be with you. 204 00:18:25,207 --> 00:18:28,773 And every day, I know it took the right decision. 205 00:18:29,607 --> 00:18:31,573 I want to spend the rest of my life with you. 206 00:18:36,207 --> 00:18:38,940 Stephen Ackerman do you want to marry me? 207 00:18:41,740 --> 00:18:43,707 - Let's talk in the kitchen. -Stephen... 208 00:18:45,140 --> 00:18:47,240 Please get up. 209 00:18:48,340 --> 00:18:50,273 Is it yes or no? 210 00:18:52,073 --> 00:18:55,107 �It was a plan prepared to go out and buy a ring? 211 00:18:59,873 --> 00:19:02,940 - You're very kind... - But? 212 00:19:04,573 --> 00:19:07,340 I can't take care of that Now, you know. 213 00:19:08,673 --> 00:19:10,007 No, I don't know. 214 00:19:10,340 --> 00:19:12,240 Please get up. 215 00:19:18,473 --> 00:19:20,907 There's nothing you have to take care of. 216 00:19:22,007 --> 00:19:23,707 You don't have to do anything. 217 00:19:23,940 --> 00:19:25,707 It's just a commitment. That's all. 218 00:19:25,707 --> 00:19:28,107 Why do I feel stupid saying this? 219 00:19:28,107 --> 00:19:31,573 Because it's stupid. You haven't chosen a good time. 220 00:19:31,940 --> 00:19:32,907 Why? 221 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:35,773 We have to talk. 222 00:19:36,940 --> 00:19:39,973 - Of what? That kind? - Yes, that type. 223 00:19:40,207 --> 00:19:41,307 Who is it? 224 00:19:41,540 --> 00:19:44,307 You start to react like a jealous pussy. 225 00:19:58,807 --> 00:19:59,840 I'm sorry. 226 00:20:02,340 --> 00:20:04,040 They have sued me. 227 00:20:05,773 --> 00:20:06,540 What do you mean? 228 00:20:06,773 --> 00:20:08,640 What do you mean? Did you hear what I said? 229 00:20:09,740 --> 00:20:11,040 Who? 230 00:20:12,073 --> 00:20:14,307 You're an idiot, you know that? 231 00:20:15,473 --> 00:20:16,573 Am I an idiot? 232 00:20:16,807 --> 00:20:19,107 Why aren't you even here? making dinner? 233 00:20:20,207 --> 00:20:22,707 I can't eat. I haven't eaten all day. 234 00:20:22,707 --> 00:20:24,173 I can't think. 235 00:20:24,173 --> 00:20:27,173 - But I try to live a normal life for you. - I already know. 236 00:20:29,407 --> 00:20:30,940 This is killing me. 237 00:20:33,540 --> 00:20:35,073 Can you tell me what it is about? 238 00:20:35,073 --> 00:20:38,040 For. I can't, right now. 239 00:20:39,628 --> 00:20:42,128 Why? I am your partner. 240 00:20:45,007 --> 00:20:47,507 You don't have the slightest idea of what I'm going through. 241 00:20:49,673 --> 00:20:53,140 I want you to know that it will be by your side no matter what happens. 242 00:20:54,840 --> 00:20:57,340 Enough. Leave it, okay? 243 00:20:57,740 --> 00:21:00,140 Stop, 'cause I can't face it to this right now. 244 00:21:00,140 --> 00:21:01,973 - Don't you understand? - Ah! God! 245 00:21:04,973 --> 00:21:06,973 Oh my god, I'm so... 246 00:21:09,640 --> 00:21:11,573 Sit down. I'm going for something. 247 00:21:15,340 --> 00:21:17,373 Take. Put this around. 248 00:21:18,607 --> 00:21:20,773 - I don't have health insurance. - I know. 249 00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:25,040 Everything will be fine. You won't need stitches. You will be cured. 250 00:21:26,673 --> 00:21:27,907 Does it hurt you? 251 00:21:28,573 --> 00:21:29,773 I'm fine. 252 00:21:31,207 --> 00:21:33,740 I'm so sorry, my love. 253 00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:38,340 OK. I'm fine. 254 00:21:41,273 --> 00:21:43,140 I'm going to clean it. 255 00:21:49,240 --> 00:21:51,273 I can return the ring. 256 00:21:55,840 --> 00:21:57,240 I'll take it. 257 00:21:57,240 --> 00:21:59,207 Don't worry. I can do it. 258 00:21:59,573 --> 00:22:02,540 No, I mean I'll wear it. 259 00:22:04,740 --> 00:22:05,940 Really? 260 00:22:06,773 --> 00:22:08,373 I promise you. 261 00:22:10,207 --> 00:22:14,940 I'm sorry for letting it go, especially today. 262 00:22:16,340 --> 00:22:17,340 It's okay. 263 00:22:19,073 --> 00:22:20,307 Come here. 264 00:22:21,740 --> 00:22:23,007 Come here. 265 00:22:55,926 --> 00:22:57,860 July 7 266 00:23:01,473 --> 00:23:02,807 I work here. 267 00:23:03,340 --> 00:23:07,307 You pour half a cup of oil here, You press the button and ''that's it''. 268 00:23:07,307 --> 00:23:08,907 Freshly made popcorn. 269 00:23:08,907 --> 00:23:11,007 I often say that our popcorn corn are the best in the city. 270 00:23:12,240 --> 00:23:14,773 I don't know if it's true, but at least 271 00:23:14,773 --> 00:23:18,773 They ain't that shit on oily paper which is found everywhere. 272 00:23:19,407 --> 00:23:24,173 And our imitation butter It really tastes like butter. 273 00:23:24,173 --> 00:23:27,140 If people want it above, you can put it with the brush. 274 00:23:29,173 --> 00:23:33,440 I wonder if we should charge the extra-large ones at will. 275 00:23:33,873 --> 00:23:35,040 Because... 276 00:23:35,607 --> 00:23:36,907 Excuse me. 277 00:23:37,340 --> 00:23:38,607 How can I help you? 278 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,340 Hello. He puts a big bag on me of popcorn? 279 00:23:41,140 --> 00:23:42,307 No butter. 280 00:23:55,573 --> 00:23:57,640 Sorry, I forgot my pipe. 281 00:24:02,040 --> 00:24:04,473 I'm staying with Carlos all weekend, so 282 00:24:05,273 --> 00:24:07,440 you have the entire apartment to yourself. Have fun. 283 00:24:08,573 --> 00:24:10,207 I will do it. Goodbye. 284 00:24:15,340 --> 00:24:16,773 "No one... 285 00:24:18,340 --> 00:24:20,807 ''No one plans to meet here.'' 286 00:24:22,640 --> 00:24:23,773 God! 287 00:24:25,573 --> 00:24:26,807 What an idiot. 288 00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:37,573 I can't believe it. Why? Stephen is so super nice. 289 00:24:38,207 --> 00:24:39,307 Sometimes. 290 00:24:39,307 --> 00:24:41,307 Not to mention super attractive. 291 00:24:41,307 --> 00:24:43,140 Don't start, Sarah. 292 00:24:43,140 --> 00:24:45,773 I'm sorry, I expected so much from you. 293 00:24:45,773 --> 00:24:47,740 What has happened? 294 00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:52,207 It's very difficult to explain. It's very complicated. 295 00:24:52,207 --> 00:24:54,173 Why are you so mysterious? 296 00:24:55,007 --> 00:24:56,773 Maybe because you haven't really broken up? 297 00:24:56,773 --> 00:24:59,773 We did it! Stop saying that. 298 00:25:00,473 --> 00:25:01,640 Are you angry with me? 299 00:25:02,940 --> 00:25:04,040 Okay... 300 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:15,407 It's shit. 301 00:25:37,873 --> 00:25:40,140 Thanks, I have to go. Until more see. 302 00:25:56,973 --> 00:25:58,040 - Hello. - Hello. 303 00:25:58,040 --> 00:25:59,640 - My name is Gavin. -Anthony. 304 00:25:59,640 --> 00:26:01,240 - Pleased to meet you. - I'm wondering the same. 305 00:26:01,240 --> 00:26:02,873 What are you doing tonight? 306 00:26:04,240 --> 00:26:06,440 I don't know. I was thinking of taking the bus. 307 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:09,440 - Are you going to a specific place? - I have to go to Soho. 308 00:26:09,973 --> 00:26:12,440 Soho? Where is Soho in San Francisco? 309 00:26:12,673 --> 00:26:14,407 I meant Soma. 310 00:26:15,440 --> 00:26:17,407 Okay. Are you looking for company? 311 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:20,807 - Are you serious? - Completely. 312 00:26:21,407 --> 00:26:23,540 - You're cute. - Thanks, you too. 313 00:26:23,540 --> 00:26:26,540 Thank you. So let's leave make things happen. 314 00:26:27,573 --> 00:26:28,640 OK. 315 00:26:29,407 --> 00:26:30,940 I'm not too expensive. 316 00:26:31,407 --> 00:26:33,673 Oh, you're working. Okay. 317 00:26:33,673 --> 00:26:35,640 I can't afford it. 318 00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:37,640 Don't let that be a problem... 319 00:26:37,640 --> 00:26:39,640 - What? Do you accept credit cards? - No. 320 00:26:40,073 --> 00:26:43,340 No, I'm sorry, I don't want to pay. 321 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:46,807 last chance... 322 00:26:49,140 --> 00:26:50,373 I'm sorry. 323 00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:58,440 April 15 Have you seen Chinatown or the beatniks yet? 324 00:26:58,440 --> 00:26:59,773 April 15. Not really. 325 00:27:00,140 --> 00:27:03,040 Why? Your friend Stephen Hasn't he shown you the city? 326 00:27:03,273 --> 00:27:06,040 - You've been there for 2 months and 2 weeks. - Yes, grandmother. 327 00:27:07,073 --> 00:27:10,240 Stephen is very tired, and he loves that I am home. 328 00:27:10,607 --> 00:27:12,607 What makes you so tired? 329 00:27:12,940 --> 00:27:14,573 See clients throughout the day. 330 00:27:14,573 --> 00:27:17,340 Clients? What is it, psychotherapist? 331 00:27:17,340 --> 00:27:20,307 No, he is a personal advisor. 332 00:27:20,307 --> 00:27:22,273 I don't know what that is. 333 00:27:22,507 --> 00:27:26,340 It means that he advises people about the style, your personal style. 334 00:27:26,340 --> 00:27:27,973 Are they rich people? 335 00:27:28,307 --> 00:27:29,373 Some. 336 00:27:29,373 --> 00:27:31,973 It doesn't seem like a stable job. with this economy. 337 00:27:31,973 --> 00:27:33,607 He has a job. 338 00:27:33,607 --> 00:27:36,440 I wanted to send it to you to give you a surprise. 339 00:27:36,440 --> 00:27:38,407 Today I received a letter from an editor. 340 00:27:38,407 --> 00:27:39,640 open it. 341 00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:40,873 Are you sure? 342 00:27:41,540 --> 00:27:44,007 Yes, grandmother, don't keep the suspense. 343 00:27:44,007 --> 00:27:45,973 Well, if you're sure. 344 00:27:48,173 --> 00:27:49,640 It's probably nothing... 345 00:27:50,340 --> 00:27:53,273 Sorry Anthony, It's not good news. 346 00:27:53,273 --> 00:27:54,573 It's okay. 347 00:27:54,573 --> 00:27:56,307 You can always try again. 348 00:28:05,473 --> 00:28:07,407 - How was it? - Good. 349 00:28:07,407 --> 00:28:11,007 Miss Botox doesn't need me. 350 00:28:11,240 --> 00:28:14,740 He just wants me to nod his head to each of your ideas. 351 00:28:15,540 --> 00:28:17,040 But it pays. 352 00:28:26,773 --> 00:28:28,373 What are you doing? 353 00:28:30,340 --> 00:28:32,340 I can't write. 354 00:28:33,340 --> 00:28:35,340 I brought you something. 355 00:28:46,340 --> 00:28:49,173 When I saw it, I knew it was for you. 356 00:28:49,607 --> 00:28:51,373 Just for you. 357 00:28:53,373 --> 00:28:54,773 Try it on. 358 00:28:56,073 --> 00:28:58,440 You always bring me things. 359 00:28:58,440 --> 00:28:59,840 I love bringing things. 360 00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,140 I would like to give you my writings. 361 00:29:02,373 --> 00:29:05,140 Shut up. It will come. 362 00:29:06,240 --> 00:29:07,973 You want me to take off my shirt. 363 00:29:08,373 --> 00:29:09,640 Maybe. 364 00:29:24,607 --> 00:29:26,340 I love rhinestones. 365 00:29:32,773 --> 00:29:34,607 Can you sit with me for a moment? 366 00:29:35,140 --> 00:29:36,907 I would like to talk to you. 367 00:29:42,873 --> 00:29:47,140 I want to talk to you about the complaint, of the woman who has sued me. 368 00:29:49,807 --> 00:29:52,840 I am not always a kind person. 369 00:29:54,007 --> 00:29:58,373 I live with it every day. Something I have to handle. 370 00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:04,007 Before I met you, 371 00:30:04,573 --> 00:30:08,407 I took coke sometimes. Without being addicted to anything. 372 00:30:08,640 --> 00:30:11,407 Now I'm clean. 373 00:30:13,407 --> 00:30:15,673 But I made the mistake of taking a dose 374 00:30:15,673 --> 00:30:17,840 before seeing a new client. 375 00:30:18,373 --> 00:30:20,640 I didn't think I had taken too much. 376 00:30:21,573 --> 00:30:24,340 She was a lovely young woman, Marilyn... 377 00:30:27,940 --> 00:30:30,307 It has a lot of class. Socially. 378 00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:34,307 I went to his house and he was high. 379 00:30:36,607 --> 00:30:40,840 She left the room for a moment. I don't remember why but it came out, 380 00:30:41,640 --> 00:30:46,107 And there was a miniature box on the mantelpiece. 381 00:30:47,207 --> 00:30:48,140 And... 382 00:30:50,207 --> 00:30:54,373 You're going to laugh, but I was so tipsy, 383 00:30:55,040 --> 00:30:58,907 that nothing in the world mattered to me except the box. 384 00:31:00,873 --> 00:31:02,373 I had to have it. 385 00:31:03,473 --> 00:31:05,940 So I took it. 386 00:31:06,573 --> 00:31:11,940 It was a small wooden chest. pink with silver clasp. 387 00:31:15,373 --> 00:31:17,507 It is in that that my mother He kept his jewelry. 388 00:31:17,507 --> 00:31:21,507 I have told you about her. So He had died six months ago. 389 00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:27,040 I don't know. I didn't even think in the consequences. 390 00:31:27,873 --> 00:31:29,773 It didn't even cross my mind. 391 00:31:31,073 --> 00:31:33,307 I just needed it, you know? 392 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:35,407 So I took it 393 00:31:35,640 --> 00:31:39,407 and ran and ran... until an alley. 394 00:31:39,407 --> 00:31:42,407 I hid behind a garbage container. 395 00:31:42,407 --> 00:31:44,807 Like they were chasing me. 396 00:31:46,673 --> 00:31:49,140 He emptied the contents on the sidewalk. 397 00:31:49,140 --> 00:31:51,340 Because I didn't want it. 398 00:31:51,973 --> 00:31:53,340 I didn't want it. 399 00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:57,207 Finally... 400 00:31:57,207 --> 00:32:00,540 Later, I returned the box and I apologized. 401 00:32:00,773 --> 00:32:04,207 But she never recovered the contents. 402 00:32:08,207 --> 00:32:10,773 Sometimes I make mistakes. 403 00:32:12,340 --> 00:32:15,507 But Anthony, I want you by my side. 404 00:32:18,740 --> 00:32:20,340 I'm here. 405 00:32:20,807 --> 00:32:24,307 Maybe you could testify at my trial... 406 00:32:24,940 --> 00:32:26,107 What does that mean? 407 00:32:26,107 --> 00:32:30,307 Declare about my conduct, corroborate my story. 408 00:32:30,607 --> 00:32:32,540 Nobody saw me take it. 409 00:32:34,340 --> 00:32:35,640 I would do it. 410 00:32:37,207 --> 00:32:38,573 I'm kidding. 411 00:32:39,407 --> 00:32:42,207 I don't. You know I would. 412 00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:47,940 I wouldn't ask you to do it. 413 00:32:50,340 --> 00:32:51,740 I would do it. 414 00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:03,407 Come here. 415 00:33:03,940 --> 00:33:05,707 I want you on top of me. 416 00:33:08,073 --> 00:33:10,340 - Like this? - Yes, like that. 417 00:33:11,540 --> 00:33:12,973 How good. 418 00:33:16,140 --> 00:33:18,373 - Do you like it? - Yes, it's good. 419 00:33:18,373 --> 00:33:19,973 You are so soft. 420 00:33:24,073 --> 00:33:25,740 What do you want to do? 421 00:33:26,673 --> 00:33:28,207 What we are doing. 422 00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,207 What do you want to do to me? 423 00:33:33,740 --> 00:33:35,340 Make you happy. 424 00:33:36,173 --> 00:33:37,407 Me too. 425 00:33:37,940 --> 00:33:42,407 But what do you want to do to me? 426 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:47,773 I'm going to give you an incredible blowjob, 427 00:33:51,073 --> 00:33:55,840 - until you destroy it. - No. Come here. 428 00:33:59,207 --> 00:34:01,707 I want you to dominate me. 429 00:34:08,140 --> 00:34:09,307 It's okay. 430 00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:11,040 No, come here. 431 00:34:14,073 --> 00:34:15,640 I want to give myself to you. 432 00:34:15,640 --> 00:34:17,040 I also want to give myself to you. 433 00:34:17,373 --> 00:34:20,040 I know. But we've already done it. 434 00:34:20,673 --> 00:34:22,340 It's repetitive, isn't it? 435 00:34:25,540 --> 00:34:27,307 It doesn't seem like it to me. 436 00:34:30,373 --> 00:34:33,907 I want you to do whatever you want to me. I want you to possess me. 437 00:34:38,073 --> 00:34:39,507 You don't want to? 438 00:34:39,507 --> 00:34:42,807 Yes, but I don't know what to do. 439 00:34:44,273 --> 00:34:45,773 I'm sorry. 440 00:34:47,073 --> 00:34:48,740 I have understood it wrong. 441 00:34:49,773 --> 00:34:51,240 My apologies. 442 00:34:51,240 --> 00:34:53,640 Apparently, I was wrong. 443 00:34:53,973 --> 00:34:55,040 Stephen... 444 00:35:00,973 --> 00:35:03,007 July 22 445 00:35:17,407 --> 00:35:19,740 Sit in that chair. 446 00:35:21,607 --> 00:35:25,807 I'm ashamed of the mess, I was not prepared for visits. 447 00:35:27,007 --> 00:35:28,307 I love this place. 448 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:30,140 You're very kind. 449 00:35:30,140 --> 00:35:33,107 You know as well as I do that I could have done better. 450 00:35:37,007 --> 00:35:38,007 There it is. 451 00:35:42,173 --> 00:35:44,207 Make yourself comfortable, please. 452 00:35:45,540 --> 00:35:47,440 - I'm sorry... - It's okay. 453 00:35:48,140 --> 00:35:49,673 I'm serious. 454 00:35:55,773 --> 00:35:57,340 Do you live alone, Anthony? 455 00:35:57,340 --> 00:35:59,340 No, I have a roommate. 456 00:36:00,373 --> 00:36:01,740 A boyfriend? 457 00:36:01,740 --> 00:36:03,340 No, just roommate. 458 00:36:03,340 --> 00:36:04,640 What a shame! 459 00:36:04,973 --> 00:36:06,640 She's fun. 460 00:36:10,740 --> 00:36:13,340 I couldn't compromise my tastes with a roommate. 461 00:36:13,340 --> 00:36:15,907 I'm a Virgo and too difficult, I guess. 462 00:36:17,873 --> 00:36:19,107 Chardonnay? 463 00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:23,107 Coincidentally, I'm cold tonight. I thought you were fond of white wine. 464 00:36:23,873 --> 00:36:25,240 No, thanks. 465 00:36:26,207 --> 00:36:28,107 Try it. You're going to love it. 466 00:36:29,373 --> 00:36:31,940 I shouldn't. I think I have an allergy, actually. 467 00:36:32,840 --> 00:36:34,840 It is a quality organic wine. 468 00:36:35,173 --> 00:36:36,807 It can't hurt you. 469 00:36:36,807 --> 00:36:38,807 - What are you doing? - I help you. 470 00:36:38,807 --> 00:36:40,207 No, thanks. 471 00:36:41,640 --> 00:36:44,040 - Don't you want to try some? - I'm not well. 472 00:37:01,240 --> 00:37:02,807 Something sweet? 473 00:37:03,273 --> 00:37:05,773 Made yesterday. It's vanilla. 474 00:37:05,773 --> 00:37:07,840 No, I'm not hungry. 475 00:37:10,873 --> 00:37:13,940 I'm going to take it personally, if you continue rejecting everything. 476 00:37:15,807 --> 00:37:18,407 You have to relax. 477 00:37:19,973 --> 00:37:21,973 I think I know how to help you, don't you? 478 00:37:23,007 --> 00:37:25,507 - Maybe. - What? Come here. 479 00:37:26,007 --> 00:37:27,507 Enough! 480 00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:31,207 Are you okay? 481 00:37:32,973 --> 00:37:35,107 - I have to go. - Maybe you need to sit down. 482 00:37:35,340 --> 00:37:36,440 No! 483 00:37:46,273 --> 00:37:49,573 Stay with me, please. 484 00:37:49,573 --> 00:37:53,573 Promise you will never leave my side. 485 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:59,840 I don't want to be alone. 486 00:38:00,973 --> 00:38:03,173 I have come from so far 487 00:38:04,607 --> 00:38:08,773 to be here where you are. 488 00:38:09,740 --> 00:38:13,540 Cute, you do me so much good. 489 00:38:15,973 --> 00:38:20,940 I thought that who I needed could not exist. 490 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:24,940 But I don't want to waste my life 491 00:38:25,773 --> 00:38:32,040 waiting, waiting, waiting for a kiss. 492 00:38:34,873 --> 00:38:38,040 I needed time to discover 493 00:38:38,273 --> 00:38:43,040 what my life means. 494 00:38:43,273 --> 00:38:46,940 I know what I want. 495 00:38:48,873 --> 00:38:53,373 I love you. 496 00:38:55,207 --> 00:39:00,107 I love you. 497 00:39:04,807 --> 00:39:08,240 My hours awake, 498 00:39:08,773 --> 00:39:10,640 They will never be able to match my dreams. 499 00:39:18,407 --> 00:39:20,107 - Anthony, right? - Yes. 500 00:39:20,740 --> 00:39:22,707 - Do you remember my name? - You passed me by. 501 00:39:23,140 --> 00:39:25,707 - I didn't have money. - It doesn't matter. 502 00:39:26,340 --> 00:39:29,707 -How are you? - The truth? Fatal. 503 00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:32,007 Me too. 504 00:39:32,407 --> 00:39:34,973 - Do you want to go eat something? - Yes. 505 00:39:36,607 --> 00:39:39,107 - I only have a couple of dollars. - I'll take care of it. 506 00:39:43,607 --> 00:39:45,407 - Have you hooked up with anyone tonight? - Why? 507 00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:48,407 - I know you always go out for that. - I don't always go out. 508 00:39:49,540 --> 00:39:51,207 A guy tried it, anyway. 509 00:39:51,573 --> 00:39:53,407 - Hasn't it worked? - No. 510 00:39:58,773 --> 00:40:01,307 - I like to go out at night. - Like a vampire? 511 00:40:02,873 --> 00:40:05,173 Yes, I guess. And you? 512 00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:09,640 Why are you always outside? Are you trying to pick someone up? 513 00:40:10,073 --> 00:40:12,640 No, I'm not working. 514 00:40:13,407 --> 00:40:14,573 Here it is. 515 00:40:15,973 --> 00:40:18,407 - What? -The pizza I ordered. 516 00:40:19,540 --> 00:40:22,040 You will see. What is done is to call early. 517 00:40:23,640 --> 00:40:27,607 You wait an hour or 90 minutes and that's it, they throw it away. 518 00:40:28,673 --> 00:40:30,240 See, it's genius. 519 00:40:30,240 --> 00:40:32,740 I have also discovered the way to get free pizza. 520 00:40:32,740 --> 00:40:34,740 And faster. 521 00:40:34,740 --> 00:40:36,740 How? Do you steal from them? 522 00:40:36,973 --> 00:40:39,740 It happened to me last week. Do you want to see it? 523 00:40:40,240 --> 00:40:41,940 What's the number here? 524 00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:46,007 Where is your roommate? 525 00:40:46,540 --> 00:40:47,540 I'm sorry. 526 00:40:47,873 --> 00:40:50,440 She sees her boyfriend this weekend. 527 00:40:50,807 --> 00:40:51,973 Brilliant. 528 00:40:52,807 --> 00:40:55,773 - Did you just move? - Yes, two weeks ago. 529 00:40:56,073 --> 00:40:59,307 - Do you plan to empty the boxes? - I don't know. 530 00:40:59,307 --> 00:41:02,007 I don't even know what I'm doing in San Francisco. 531 00:41:02,340 --> 00:41:05,707 I know what I do in San Francisco. Get away from Chico. 532 00:41:05,707 --> 00:41:08,107 -What's in Chico? - Nothing. 533 00:41:15,240 --> 00:41:17,240 It has chicken. 534 00:41:18,573 --> 00:41:20,240 We have ordered vegetarian. 535 00:41:20,240 --> 00:41:23,240 Here it says Supreme chicken and olives. 536 00:41:24,207 --> 00:41:26,807 We are vegetarians, we never order chicken. 537 00:41:27,173 --> 00:41:29,140 They must have been wrong. 538 00:41:29,440 --> 00:41:31,607 - OK. - Shall I bring it back to you? 539 00:41:31,607 --> 00:41:35,207 - I would appreciate it very much. - Very good, no problem. 540 00:41:35,440 --> 00:41:36,407 Brilliant. 541 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:40,173 Ah! Do you need the pizza? I can give it to the guy downstairs. 542 00:41:40,173 --> 00:41:42,207 - No. It's okay. Take it. - Thank you so much. 543 00:41:42,207 --> 00:41:43,940 - It will take 40 minutes. - Thank you. 544 00:41:46,740 --> 00:41:48,640 My God, I'm a scammer. 545 00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:50,540 No, man. How did it occur to you? 546 00:41:50,773 --> 00:41:53,340 - It happened to me last week. - It's a cool trick. 547 00:41:53,573 --> 00:41:55,840 That night I stopped being a vegetarian. 548 00:41:56,073 --> 00:41:58,440 - You can use it now. - Can't. 549 00:41:59,173 --> 00:42:01,140 You haven't guessed, I'm passing through. 550 00:42:03,273 --> 00:42:05,207 I'm not asking to stay here or anything. 551 00:42:05,207 --> 00:42:07,207 I haven't thought about it. 552 00:42:10,340 --> 00:42:11,773 I'm almost 17 years old. 553 00:42:12,173 --> 00:42:14,740 - Where are your parents? - In Chico. 554 00:42:16,340 --> 00:42:20,007 I have to last until I'm 18. Afterwards I don't care about those assholes. 555 00:42:21,340 --> 00:42:23,340 - When will the big day be? - February 8. 556 00:42:23,340 --> 00:42:25,340 The same birthday as James Dean. 557 00:42:27,673 --> 00:42:29,107 That's...January, 558 00:42:30,040 --> 00:42:31,407 December, November, October... 559 00:42:33,640 --> 00:42:35,207 - Seven months? - Almost. 560 00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:38,607 There is a shelter for gay teenagers who wait at 18 years old. 561 00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:39,973 I don't know. 562 00:42:40,673 --> 00:42:43,007 It is supposed to be in the Tenderloin district. 563 00:42:43,007 --> 00:42:44,407 Who runs it? 564 00:42:44,840 --> 00:42:46,707 I'm trying to find out. 565 00:42:48,673 --> 00:42:50,707 Anthony, I'm not a hustler. or anything like that. 566 00:42:51,240 --> 00:42:53,740 I don't even sell drugs like you think. 567 00:42:55,840 --> 00:42:58,540 In fact, how...? 568 00:42:59,840 --> 00:43:03,673 What is the 420 thing? That guy offered me... 569 00:43:04,073 --> 00:43:06,640 420... is marijuana. 570 00:43:08,440 --> 00:43:10,007 For God's sake, where have you been? 571 00:43:10,240 --> 00:43:11,640 I don't know. In Virginia. 572 00:43:12,273 --> 00:43:13,807 So, what are you doing here? 573 00:43:15,273 --> 00:43:16,607 Don't ask. 574 00:43:16,607 --> 00:43:18,107 Okay, sorry. 575 00:43:20,773 --> 00:43:22,940 - What are you doing? - You have a digital camera! 576 00:43:24,340 --> 00:43:26,540 It's pretty. I would like to have one. 577 00:43:27,573 --> 00:43:29,007 - Shall I take a photo? - No. 578 00:43:31,240 --> 00:43:33,040 I'm not asking you. 579 00:43:34,340 --> 00:43:35,640 chat. 580 00:43:37,273 --> 00:43:39,040 And what are you doing now? 581 00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:42,073 I sell popcorn at the corner cinema. 582 00:43:42,673 --> 00:43:44,440 Can you get me in for free? 583 00:43:44,673 --> 00:43:47,440 - Probably. - Is that a yes? 584 00:43:51,040 --> 00:43:52,740 Oh, the pizza delivery guy. 585 00:43:56,240 --> 00:43:58,640 We must remain silent until it's gone. 586 00:44:00,340 --> 00:44:02,040 I feel like a bastard. 587 00:44:02,040 --> 00:44:04,207 No man, it's fun. 588 00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:07,007 God! What is your problem? 589 00:44:07,640 --> 00:44:10,607 I think the guy is a real delivery man! 590 00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:13,607 No, I think the guy understood your game. 591 00:44:18,440 --> 00:44:20,907 - He's going to see it. - Yes. Or maybe he'll catch it. 592 00:44:26,240 --> 00:44:27,907 - Oh my God! - What? 593 00:44:28,940 --> 00:44:30,907 I think I've seen my ex. 594 00:44:32,173 --> 00:44:35,007 - Where? - I was crossing the street. 595 00:44:35,273 --> 00:44:37,007 You can't see it anymore. 596 00:44:37,840 --> 00:44:41,040 - Shit! - Are you okay? 597 00:44:42,173 --> 00:44:44,140 Everything will be fine. 598 00:44:46,073 --> 00:44:48,040 Hey, come here, you're shaking. 599 00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:52,307 Sit down and take a deep breath. 600 00:44:52,307 --> 00:44:54,107 Everything will be fine. 601 00:44:55,873 --> 00:44:57,840 I'm just a little agitated. 602 00:44:58,273 --> 00:44:59,840 A difficult separation? 603 00:45:00,873 --> 00:45:03,707 Surely it wasn't him. He doesn't know where I live. 604 00:45:04,040 --> 00:45:05,807 He goes to bed early. 605 00:45:16,373 --> 00:45:18,007 I would love to write something. 606 00:45:18,573 --> 00:45:21,007 About my experiences on the street, you know? 607 00:45:21,973 --> 00:45:23,407 You should. 608 00:45:23,640 --> 00:45:26,440 Do you think I should do it now, while I live it? 609 00:45:26,440 --> 00:45:28,507 Or should I do it later, When do I regain control? 610 00:45:29,140 --> 00:45:31,507 Maybe you could keep a diary now. 611 00:45:33,373 --> 00:45:35,640 I found your poetry book. 612 00:45:37,473 --> 00:45:38,807 There is no big deal. 613 00:45:39,073 --> 00:45:40,240 It's true. 614 00:45:41,373 --> 00:45:42,907 You should write more. 615 00:45:43,540 --> 00:45:45,907 Yes. It's easier said than done. 616 00:45:49,740 --> 00:45:52,240 You can stay tonight if you want. 617 00:46:17,440 --> 00:46:18,407 My God! 618 00:46:18,640 --> 00:46:20,440 ''Faggot'' 619 00:46:56,773 --> 00:46:58,707 May 1. 620 00:46:58,707 --> 00:47:00,307 Two, please. 621 00:47:00,307 --> 00:47:01,307 16 dollars. 622 00:47:02,340 --> 00:47:04,707 - I can pay mine. - Two, please. 623 00:47:06,645 --> 00:47:08,412 - Thank you. - You are welcome. 624 00:47:09,173 --> 00:47:11,507 I don't mind paying mine. 625 00:47:11,507 --> 00:47:13,507 Let me have a detail with you. 626 00:47:13,740 --> 00:47:14,840 I'm sorry... 627 00:47:20,573 --> 00:47:24,340 Afterwards I meet with a client. You come home alone, okay? 628 00:47:24,573 --> 00:47:25,740 Clear. 629 00:47:34,573 --> 00:47:36,640 I think I forgot the keys. 630 00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:39,807 - Do you believe? - I have forgotten them. 631 00:47:42,040 --> 00:47:44,607 How are you going to get home without keys? 632 00:47:44,840 --> 00:47:46,807 I didn't know that after You were going to see a client. 633 00:47:53,473 --> 00:47:56,607 You always complain that we don't go out, that we stay at home. 634 00:47:56,607 --> 00:47:59,640 How are we going to get out? if you are irresponsible? 635 00:48:00,773 --> 00:48:02,040 I'm sorry. 636 00:48:02,573 --> 00:48:05,040 Taking you out of the house, it's like take care of a child. 637 00:48:07,373 --> 00:48:08,440 Thank you so much. 638 00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:11,440 I'm warning you Anthony, Not that kind of behavior. 639 00:48:11,673 --> 00:48:13,840 - You're hurting me! - Not as much as I could. 640 00:48:14,240 --> 00:48:15,640 Silence, please. 641 00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:16,840 I'm sorry. 642 00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:22,207 I wanted you to pass a pleasant evening. 643 00:48:22,573 --> 00:48:27,207 Have a good time, but that You obviously don't care. 644 00:48:27,207 --> 00:48:29,207 And you don't want to take responsibility. 645 00:48:29,440 --> 00:48:31,607 I don't want to be here anymore. 646 00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:34,640 I don't want to be with you anymore! 647 00:49:09,240 --> 00:49:11,740 Thank you for your call. Here, Stephen Ackerman... 648 00:49:32,540 --> 00:49:33,607 Anthony... 649 00:49:34,573 --> 00:49:35,607 Anthony! 650 00:49:37,244 --> 00:49:38,610 I can't believe it. 651 00:49:38,610 --> 00:49:41,044 August 12 He hasn't even given me a good reason. 652 00:49:42,173 --> 00:49:45,007 She said she was unhappy with our communication. 653 00:49:46,440 --> 00:49:48,707 Do you think I'm a bad communicator? 654 00:49:49,240 --> 00:49:50,407 I don't. 655 00:49:51,273 --> 00:49:53,307 I don't think I can stand it. 656 00:49:53,973 --> 00:49:56,173 She is everything to me. Do you understand it? 657 00:49:56,173 --> 00:49:57,307 No. 658 00:49:57,573 --> 00:49:59,307 It's a rhetorical question. 659 00:49:59,573 --> 00:50:02,307 I have to go to the bathroom. I don't feel well. 660 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:03,807 What? 661 00:50:04,640 --> 00:50:06,640 You're not going to get sick, are you? 662 00:50:07,540 --> 00:50:10,507 I wanted to leave early to talk to Sabrina. 663 00:50:29,673 --> 00:50:31,007 Here, Stephen. 664 00:50:32,040 --> 00:50:33,240 hello? 665 00:50:39,140 --> 00:50:41,573 - Hello handsome. - Hello. How are you? 666 00:50:41,573 --> 00:50:44,740 Good. Good night. 667 00:51:07,373 --> 00:51:09,740 - Is it going well? - Hey, what's up? 668 00:51:10,540 --> 00:51:13,540 Do you have... 420? 669 00:51:16,940 --> 00:51:18,507 Do you have 420? 670 00:51:18,773 --> 00:51:21,507 No, I don't do that. 671 00:51:22,873 --> 00:51:26,040 Good. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I bothered you. 672 00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:42,740 Nancy? 673 00:51:46,040 --> 00:51:46,940 Nancy! 674 00:52:11,640 --> 00:52:13,073 I'm Gav. 675 00:52:13,073 --> 00:52:16,207 Do you remember that annoying boy? who slept in your house? 676 00:52:16,673 --> 00:52:18,440 Of course I remember you, man. 677 00:52:18,840 --> 00:52:20,440 I saved your number. 678 00:52:22,473 --> 00:52:24,640 You told me to call you in case that I needed something. 679 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:27,707 I just got mugged. 680 00:52:28,140 --> 00:52:29,207 It's not possible. 681 00:52:30,140 --> 00:52:31,740 Yes. Everything is going well. 682 00:52:31,740 --> 00:52:34,773 I'm in Oakland and I'm stuck here. 683 00:52:34,773 --> 00:52:38,773 I know it's annoying but, Can you pick me up, friend? 684 00:52:39,773 --> 00:52:41,007 Oakland? 685 00:52:43,973 --> 00:52:45,940 I've never been to Oakland, man. 686 00:52:45,940 --> 00:52:47,807 I already assumed it. 687 00:52:50,340 --> 00:52:52,240 I don't even have a car. 688 00:52:53,073 --> 00:52:54,307 It's okay. 689 00:52:55,040 --> 00:52:58,507 Do you know if you can take the bus? and pay upon arrival, 690 00:52:58,507 --> 00:53:00,540 or with a fine, or something like that? 691 00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:05,407 No. I think I'll take the subway or something else. 692 00:53:05,640 --> 00:53:07,440 It's not worth it, everything is fine. 693 00:53:07,440 --> 00:53:09,140 No, man, I will. 694 00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:28,640 - Thank you. - You are welcome. 695 00:53:29,473 --> 00:53:31,940 I had to get money from him to an old woman to call you. 696 00:53:32,273 --> 00:53:34,240 - Are you okay? - Yes. 697 00:53:35,473 --> 00:53:38,540 -Who was it? - Some idiots. 698 00:53:38,540 --> 00:53:41,540 They put me against the wall and they called me a faggot and things like that. 699 00:53:42,573 --> 00:53:43,740 Have you been robbed? 700 00:53:44,673 --> 00:53:46,307 200 dollars and my iPod. 701 00:53:46,307 --> 00:53:48,807 - �200? - It's okay. 702 00:53:50,073 --> 00:53:51,240 My God! 703 00:53:51,240 --> 00:53:54,840 - I will reimburse you for coming here. - No, it's okay. 704 00:53:55,073 --> 00:53:58,240 No... Hey! I'm going to pay you. I don't want that you think I'm a leech. 705 00:53:59,673 --> 00:54:01,840 Come on. Let's go back. 706 00:54:16,440 --> 00:54:18,240 - Are you coming home? - I don't know. 707 00:54:19,073 --> 00:54:20,407 What are you going to do? 708 00:54:20,407 --> 00:54:23,407 If I find my friend Angel, I will ask you for cash. 709 00:54:24,240 --> 00:54:26,307 Or find me another date. 710 00:54:26,940 --> 00:54:29,707 - Is that what you did in Oakland? - Yes. 711 00:54:30,873 --> 00:54:33,740 - Can you win 200 dollars? - Sometimes. 712 00:54:34,073 --> 00:54:36,040 - Are you curious? - I'm sorry. 713 00:54:37,673 --> 00:54:41,640 Sometimes I can get more than 200 dollars and without doing anything. 714 00:54:42,007 --> 00:54:44,673 - How is that? - Do you want to see it? 715 00:55:18,873 --> 00:55:21,173 Is that all you have, friend? 716 00:55:21,173 --> 00:55:23,673 - I'm going to call the police. - Fuck you! 717 00:55:25,740 --> 00:55:26,773 Let's go! 718 00:55:38,607 --> 00:55:40,173 Oh my God, it worked! 719 00:55:40,907 --> 00:55:42,440 What has happened? 720 00:55:44,207 --> 00:55:45,973 I told that son of a bitch 721 00:55:46,307 --> 00:55:49,173 What if he didn't give me all the money he carried it in his wallet, which he did, 722 00:55:49,807 --> 00:55:53,473 I would tell the police who has slept with a minor... 723 00:55:53,473 --> 00:55:55,973 -And it worked! -Gavin... 724 00:55:56,307 --> 00:55:58,773 He only had 80 dollars on him. 725 00:55:59,073 --> 00:56:00,773 You are a bad boy. 726 00:56:00,773 --> 00:56:03,773 Holy shit! This is yours. 727 00:56:04,607 --> 00:56:06,973 - I don't want it. - Take it. I owe you. 728 00:56:06,973 --> 00:56:09,273 - I don't need it. - You came to pick me up. 729 00:56:09,273 --> 00:56:11,307 Forget it, friend. 730 00:56:13,507 --> 00:56:16,607 - Whatever you want. - I could never do that to anyone. 731 00:56:17,207 --> 00:56:18,973 Of course, try it. 732 00:56:21,373 --> 00:56:22,473 - Please... - What? 733 00:56:22,707 --> 00:56:25,473 - Don't you think you can do it? - I don't think I could. 734 00:56:25,807 --> 00:56:27,173 I think you could. 735 00:56:27,507 --> 00:56:30,673 - The guys will swarm for you. - But they won't believe that I'm a minor. 736 00:56:31,007 --> 00:56:33,507 You take the money and leave. You don't have to apologize. 737 00:56:34,407 --> 00:56:36,373 - It happens continually. - How much do I ask? 738 00:56:37,507 --> 00:56:39,040 How much do you want? �150? 739 00:56:40,140 --> 00:56:41,173 �100? 740 00:56:41,740 --> 00:56:42,973 Are you really going to do it? 741 00:56:43,607 --> 00:56:46,373 - I'll cover you, if you want. - I don't know. 742 00:56:46,607 --> 00:56:48,373 Come on. Come on. 743 00:57:17,173 --> 00:57:18,407 This is stupid! 744 00:57:18,407 --> 00:57:20,107 Don't talk to me. Look at the street. 745 00:57:20,107 --> 00:57:22,807 What if the guy you scammed comes back? 746 00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:25,807 I won't come back. Look at the street. 747 00:57:37,440 --> 00:57:39,607 Who? Me? OK. 748 00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:48,207 How are you? 749 00:57:48,907 --> 00:57:50,573 Good. And you? 750 00:57:50,907 --> 00:57:51,907 Magnificent. 751 00:57:54,707 --> 00:57:56,307 What are you doing tonight? 752 00:57:58,040 --> 00:58:00,307 I'm nervous. I've never done this before. 753 00:58:00,540 --> 00:58:02,007 It doesn't matter. 754 00:58:04,507 --> 00:58:07,440 I didn't expect to find to someone like you here. 755 00:58:08,907 --> 00:58:10,440 You're very good-looking. 756 00:58:11,307 --> 00:58:12,307 Thank you. 757 00:58:14,240 --> 00:58:17,307 - What's your name? -Tony. 758 00:58:17,307 --> 00:58:19,273 Is it your real name? 759 00:58:20,307 --> 00:58:23,273 - I shouldn't ask. - No, it is. 760 00:58:25,040 --> 00:58:26,607 My name is Terry. 761 00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:30,073 - Delighted. - Likewise. 762 00:58:32,040 --> 00:58:34,073 Tony, do you want to go somewhere with me? 763 00:58:34,573 --> 00:58:36,540 Yes, where have you thought? 764 00:58:37,907 --> 00:58:39,973 Wherever you want to go. 765 00:58:41,773 --> 00:58:45,707 Well... We can't go to my house, because I don't have it. 766 00:58:47,840 --> 00:58:50,873 We can go to mine, if you don't bothers coming to Glen Park. 767 00:58:51,707 --> 00:58:53,873 - Do you live alone? - Yes. 768 00:58:55,507 --> 00:58:57,840 Good. We should talk... 769 00:59:00,040 --> 00:59:02,007 What do you normally charge? as a donation? 770 00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:04,173 - 150. - Good. 771 00:59:06,640 --> 00:59:08,673 And I want the money up front. 772 00:59:10,107 --> 00:59:12,007 Is this how it's done? 773 00:59:15,840 --> 00:59:18,707 "Wouldn't it make more sense if I... If we solved it at my house? 774 00:59:19,140 --> 00:59:20,207 I don't know. 775 00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:22,840 You know... I can't. Can't. 776 00:59:23,140 --> 00:59:23,807 Wait! 777 00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:25,207 I'm sorry... 778 00:59:26,040 --> 00:59:27,207 - Don't go. - What are you doing? 779 00:59:28,240 --> 00:59:29,807 - Do you have something? - No. 780 00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:31,807 Sorry, we're in a hurry. 781 00:59:33,440 --> 00:59:34,740 I was just joking. 782 00:59:38,940 --> 00:59:40,407 - What are you doing? - Save you. 783 00:59:40,407 --> 00:59:42,940 - I realized it didn't work. - It was working! I had it! 784 00:59:42,940 --> 00:59:44,607 No, it took you too long. 785 00:59:44,840 --> 00:59:47,007 I did it my way, I was very kind. 786 00:59:47,007 --> 00:59:49,007 You are not made for this. 787 00:59:49,007 --> 00:59:51,007 - Fuck you, Gavin. - That's what you would like, eh? 788 00:59:51,007 --> 00:59:53,640 - No. - No? 789 00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:54,807 I'm sorry. 790 00:59:54,807 --> 00:59:57,407 -I just wonder if you would do the same to me. -The what? 791 00:59:57,407 --> 01:00:00,307 - What you did to that man. - Of course not. 792 01:00:00,640 --> 01:00:03,840 - You like playing tricks on people. - I haven't kept the money, have I? 793 01:00:05,107 --> 01:00:06,807 I don't even know who you are. 794 01:00:07,040 --> 01:00:09,507 Anthony? What's wrong? 795 01:00:09,740 --> 01:00:11,540 Look. I'm not trying to piss you off. 796 01:00:12,440 --> 01:00:14,007 I just thought we were having fun. 797 01:00:14,007 --> 01:00:16,007 You have a very strange idea to have a good time. 798 01:00:16,573 --> 01:00:18,007 - You were having fun, weren't you? - No. 799 01:00:18,440 --> 01:00:21,307 - You wouldn't think of going with that guy? - No. 800 01:00:23,173 --> 01:00:26,007 - Are you sure? - Could be. 801 01:00:26,007 --> 01:00:28,007 I know it turned you on. 802 01:00:30,240 --> 01:00:32,140 At least I made you laugh. 803 01:00:33,307 --> 01:00:35,707 Stephen always says that. He said that. 804 01:00:35,707 --> 01:00:37,707 Because you have a beautiful smile. 805 01:00:37,940 --> 01:00:38,907 Thank you. 806 01:00:42,973 --> 01:00:44,807 But screw it. 807 01:00:45,040 --> 01:00:47,807 - You don't know him. - Yes enough. 808 01:00:47,807 --> 01:00:49,407 Not enough to have an opinion. 809 01:00:49,407 --> 01:00:52,407 Enough to know what controls your thoughts and actions. 810 01:00:52,407 --> 01:00:54,407 - Really? - Yes. - Do you really know that? - Yes. 811 01:00:54,407 --> 01:00:55,907 You have no idea. 812 01:00:55,907 --> 01:00:58,307 It's time to go talk to him. Come on. I think we should go. 813 01:00:59,140 --> 01:01:00,707 - No way. - Yes. Come on. 814 01:01:00,707 --> 01:01:03,473 - You feel free, let's talk to him. - We're not going. 815 01:01:03,473 --> 01:01:05,073 I will speak too, Anthony. Come on. 816 01:01:05,073 --> 01:01:07,040 You're nothing more than a kid. You can't help me. 817 01:01:07,040 --> 01:01:08,340 - Come on. - Don't touch me! 818 01:01:08,640 --> 01:01:11,407 - I'm not trying to bother you. Come on. - No. 819 01:01:11,707 --> 01:01:12,873 - Yes. - Don't touch me. 820 01:01:12,873 --> 01:01:15,073 Anthony! Come on, damn it! 821 01:01:15,640 --> 01:01:17,440 - Leave. - Where are you going? 822 01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:18,607 Far. 823 01:01:20,340 --> 01:01:21,507 Anthony! 824 01:01:23,440 --> 01:01:25,073 Okay, damn, I'm sorry. 825 01:01:25,073 --> 01:01:26,673 It isn't true. 826 01:01:54,673 --> 01:01:56,107 May 15 827 01:02:13,640 --> 01:02:14,973 Thank God. 828 01:02:20,373 --> 01:02:22,307 I don't know what's wrong with me. 829 01:02:25,840 --> 01:02:27,607 Do you think I'm a bad person? 830 01:02:27,840 --> 01:02:28,807 No. 831 01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:34,140 I love you, Anthony. 832 01:02:37,873 --> 01:02:40,140 I see that I lean on you too much. 833 01:02:40,373 --> 01:02:44,140 You pay for the apartment and you buy all the food. 834 01:02:44,140 --> 01:02:46,140 I want to do it for you. 835 01:02:46,707 --> 01:02:48,473 Yes, but then you throw it in my face. 836 01:02:51,573 --> 01:02:53,540 I won't do it again, I promise. 837 01:02:53,907 --> 01:02:55,873 I'm starting to wonder if this works. 838 01:02:57,973 --> 01:03:00,007 Don't leave me, please. 839 01:03:02,307 --> 01:03:04,307 I couldn't stand it. 840 01:03:07,373 --> 01:03:09,640 Have people seen you like this? 841 01:03:09,640 --> 01:03:13,340 If you put your hand on me again, I leave you 842 01:03:13,973 --> 01:03:15,473 I'm sorry. 843 01:03:16,373 --> 01:03:18,473 - I'm a bad person. - No. 844 01:03:19,040 --> 01:03:20,007 Yes. 845 01:03:21,240 --> 01:03:23,340 But I contribute to your stress. 846 01:03:23,573 --> 01:03:25,540 So I think it's time to find work. 847 01:03:27,373 --> 01:03:30,873 But I want you to stay here, Anthony. I want you to be able to write. 848 01:03:31,707 --> 01:03:35,140 It's curious, because I haven't written more than 5 pages since I've been here. 849 01:03:36,840 --> 01:03:38,873 Do you mean it's my fault? 850 01:03:39,307 --> 01:03:42,873 I've tried to give you everything the space you need. 851 01:03:43,707 --> 01:03:46,140 I'm just saying that a routine would help. 852 01:04:13,240 --> 01:04:15,207 Where were you last night? 853 01:04:16,173 --> 01:04:19,307 I was outside walking, thinking. 854 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:33,540 You are frozen. 855 01:04:36,440 --> 01:04:38,407 Come. Sit down. 856 01:04:52,140 --> 01:04:54,807 I'll fill the bathtub for you and 857 01:04:57,640 --> 01:04:59,607 to prepare your breakfast. 858 01:05:00,173 --> 01:05:03,673 Anything you want, okay? And no customers today. 859 01:05:05,440 --> 01:05:08,673 It will be just you and me. 860 01:05:09,840 --> 01:05:12,273 Like the night we met. 861 01:05:13,107 --> 01:05:15,607 Everything you want. It's for you. 862 01:05:19,940 --> 01:05:21,140 Thank you. 863 01:05:24,573 --> 01:05:26,673 Well, I haven't told you yet... 864 01:05:26,673 --> 01:05:27,807 What? 865 01:05:28,107 --> 01:05:31,807 I think I'm finally going to go live to New York. 866 01:05:33,440 --> 01:05:36,473 Really? It was supposed to be us. 867 01:05:36,707 --> 01:05:39,873 But you have abandoned me by a man from the West Coast. 868 01:05:40,907 --> 01:05:41,873 I'm sorry. 869 01:05:42,640 --> 01:05:43,873 What is it like? 870 01:05:44,107 --> 01:05:45,873 Stephen? 871 01:05:46,307 --> 01:05:47,873 It's great. 872 01:05:50,040 --> 01:05:52,307 September 1 873 01:06:05,840 --> 01:06:07,340 Are you looking for something? 874 01:06:09,740 --> 01:06:11,540 Do you have...? How much? 875 01:06:11,907 --> 01:06:13,373 Do you want to have fun? 876 01:06:13,373 --> 01:06:14,740 Yes, have fun. 877 01:06:16,840 --> 01:06:18,940 - 100 dollars. - Oh, geez! 878 01:06:19,373 --> 01:06:21,340 Do you want some? Half for 60. 879 01:06:22,540 --> 01:06:23,907 Half. 880 01:06:27,140 --> 01:06:29,307 Put away your damn money! 881 01:06:31,907 --> 01:06:33,207 What are you doing? 882 01:06:34,240 --> 01:06:36,240 - What the fuck is this?! - Nothing. 883 01:06:36,740 --> 01:06:39,207 No, man, no. Anthony, you're not going to take that damn road. 884 01:06:39,440 --> 01:06:41,807 - It's the first time... - What do I surprise you? 885 01:06:43,840 --> 01:06:46,607 - You don't seem very sure. - Hey, man, I'm not an addict or anything. 886 01:06:47,040 --> 01:06:49,607 - I just want to have fun. - Have fun? 887 01:06:49,607 --> 01:06:50,907 - Yes. - How beautiful. 888 01:06:52,140 --> 01:06:53,507 Get away from my man! 889 01:06:53,507 --> 01:06:56,040 - What the hell are you talking about? - Derek is my man. 890 01:06:56,040 --> 01:06:59,040 And if you don't understand, you will deal with us. 891 01:06:59,040 --> 01:07:01,007 - I have nothing to do with Derek. - It doesn't matter. 892 01:07:01,240 --> 01:07:04,840 I am her boyfriend. If you don't understand, you will deal with us. 893 01:07:04,840 --> 01:07:06,807 I'll shit on you. 894 01:07:08,040 --> 01:07:09,807 Don't put your hands on me. 895 01:07:10,040 --> 01:07:11,540 - What are you doing? - You don't know me! 896 01:07:11,540 --> 01:07:13,840 - Shall I call the police? - No. 897 01:07:14,640 --> 01:07:16,807 -Who is this asshole? - I don't know this faggot. 898 01:07:16,807 --> 01:07:19,807 Fuck you, man. Are you going to answer me? 899 01:07:21,640 --> 01:07:22,673 Damn! 900 01:07:31,740 --> 01:07:33,173 Gav, wait! 901 01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:36,140 Damn, what was that? 902 01:07:36,140 --> 01:07:39,140 Fucking shit! Those guys don't know what they are talking about. 903 01:07:39,140 --> 01:07:40,440 Are you okay? 904 01:07:40,440 --> 01:07:42,440 I'm going to take you home and clean you up. 905 01:07:42,940 --> 01:07:45,607 - I can't, I have a client. - After this? 906 01:07:45,607 --> 01:07:48,640 Yes. And if I leave you, You won't start again, will you? 907 01:07:48,640 --> 01:07:50,640 - I don't know. - Are you sure? 908 01:07:50,640 --> 01:07:52,607 - "I don't know"? - Wait. Don't open it. 909 01:07:52,940 --> 01:07:55,107 No, no, no, it's okay. Take. Give me your hand. 910 01:07:55,107 --> 01:07:57,807 - Snort it in your damn hand. - Son of a bitch! I'm not going to snort it. 911 01:07:57,807 --> 01:08:00,173 No? Then take it! 912 01:08:00,640 --> 01:08:03,140 - It cost me 60 fucking dollars! - I just saved you! 913 01:08:03,440 --> 01:08:06,507 Give me the bag! Son of a bitch! 914 01:08:06,507 --> 01:08:08,907 It's already done. I must hurry. 915 01:08:10,707 --> 01:08:12,507 Thanks for your help. 916 01:08:13,240 --> 01:08:15,507 - I apreciate it. - Be careful. 917 01:08:15,507 --> 01:08:17,140 I always do it. 918 01:08:23,973 --> 01:08:25,907 May 29 919 01:08:46,007 --> 01:08:47,640 I try to work. 920 01:08:53,040 --> 01:08:54,707 I'm busy now. 921 01:08:55,640 --> 01:08:57,440 It's been so long. 922 01:08:59,140 --> 01:09:01,140 It's been almost a month. 923 01:09:03,007 --> 01:09:04,940 - Do you count the days? - No. 924 01:09:21,640 --> 01:09:24,340 I was thinking... 925 01:09:27,007 --> 01:09:30,240 ...maybe it's time to try something new. 926 01:09:31,507 --> 01:09:33,073 Something new, like what? 927 01:09:34,507 --> 01:09:41,873 Well... I think our relationship It has become quite comfortable. 928 01:09:42,740 --> 01:09:45,907 Maybe the time has come to invite to someone else. 929 01:09:47,640 --> 01:09:50,107 - Like a threesome? - Yes. 930 01:09:51,507 --> 01:09:53,473 But it would be only for you. 931 01:09:58,907 --> 01:10:01,207 Door closed or open? 932 01:10:01,773 --> 01:10:02,940 Open. 933 01:10:03,707 --> 01:10:05,873 - I'm nervous. - Buttoned? 934 01:10:06,107 --> 01:10:08,540 - No, unbuttoned. - Incense? 935 01:10:13,240 --> 01:10:16,407 - Hello. I'm Greg. - I'm Stephen. 936 01:10:17,107 --> 01:10:18,407 You are the one who... 937 01:10:18,973 --> 01:10:20,540 He is the one who is going to look. 938 01:10:21,240 --> 01:10:23,807 Are you sure you just want to watch? 939 01:10:24,173 --> 01:10:25,807 It's what we have asked for. 940 01:10:26,440 --> 01:10:29,107 Brilliant. That suits me. 941 01:10:45,007 --> 01:10:46,507 Do you like it? 942 01:11:12,940 --> 01:11:14,307 I'm sorry. 943 01:11:15,440 --> 01:11:18,540 - Can you rub yourself? - Like this? 944 01:11:20,840 --> 01:11:22,007 How good. 945 01:11:42,140 --> 01:11:43,540 Can you be with me on this? 946 01:11:52,573 --> 01:11:54,107 Where do you work? 947 01:11:54,640 --> 01:11:58,107 I work for a company of biotechnology in the valley. 948 01:12:00,440 --> 01:12:04,307 - Like genetically modified corn and stuff? - No. 949 01:12:12,373 --> 01:12:13,473 It's gone. 950 01:12:15,440 --> 01:12:16,707 What's wrong? 951 01:12:19,007 --> 01:12:20,240 Did you like it? 952 01:12:22,373 --> 01:12:24,407 I don't know. It's been weird. 953 01:12:25,840 --> 01:12:27,873 - And you? - Are you kidding me? 954 01:12:29,773 --> 01:12:32,607 I don't even know where to start... 955 01:12:32,607 --> 01:12:35,607 - Yes, it has been strange. - No, you have been strange. 956 01:12:35,607 --> 01:12:39,707 What the hell! You had that sexy guy. I don't understand you. 957 01:12:39,707 --> 01:12:44,707 I've tried, but it was like the center of attention and I felt uncomfortable. 958 01:12:45,007 --> 01:12:47,707 No, no, no. I did it for you. 959 01:12:48,007 --> 01:12:49,807 You were supposed to enjoy it. 960 01:12:49,807 --> 01:12:52,407 And you have behaved like If it were torture for you. 961 01:12:52,640 --> 01:12:55,440 - What the hell... - Stephen, it was for you... 962 01:12:55,440 --> 01:12:59,407 No! It was supposed to be for you and you had to include me! 963 01:12:59,840 --> 01:13:02,007 My God! I tried to include you... 964 01:13:02,007 --> 01:13:04,407 No, you haven't spoken to me even once! 965 01:13:04,407 --> 01:13:06,507 Not once have you said: ''come join us''. 966 01:13:06,940 --> 01:13:09,507 You were throwing it in my face. 967 01:13:09,740 --> 01:13:12,507 You just had to look, it was your idea. 968 01:13:12,507 --> 01:13:16,407 I was trying to look and you finished turning the situation around. 969 01:13:16,740 --> 01:13:18,407 You rather laughed at me! 970 01:13:18,640 --> 01:13:20,407 I've seen you laugh at me! 971 01:13:20,407 --> 01:13:26,407 You obviously enjoyed my discomfort. while you felt pleasure. 972 01:13:26,840 --> 01:13:28,707 The last thing I wanted was that you felt uncomfortable... 973 01:13:28,707 --> 01:13:34,007 The last thing I wanted was that you excluded me from the dust. 974 01:13:34,240 --> 01:13:36,307 - You were making fun of me! - Is this a joke? 975 01:13:36,307 --> 01:13:37,407 I have seen you. 976 01:13:37,840 --> 01:13:39,640 If I laughed, it was to show you... 977 01:13:39,640 --> 01:13:41,607 You haven't done anything! 978 01:13:42,540 --> 01:13:44,607 But you were there and you made fun of me! 979 01:13:44,607 --> 01:13:46,607 And all that conversation? 980 01:13:46,607 --> 01:13:48,907 You stayed with him for 10 minutes after I left. 981 01:13:48,907 --> 01:13:49,907 What the hell? 982 01:13:49,907 --> 01:13:51,907 Do you have his number? Are you going to see him again? 983 01:13:52,340 --> 01:13:54,307 Are you waiting why should I go to work? 984 01:13:54,307 --> 01:13:57,207 I had to distract him, damn it, because it was your stupid idea. 985 01:13:57,207 --> 01:13:59,307 - Are you... No, no! - OK. 986 01:13:59,773 --> 01:14:01,607 - Where are you going? - Leave. 987 01:14:01,940 --> 01:14:03,407 - No, you're not going... - Yes, I'm leaving! 988 01:14:05,740 --> 01:14:08,073 - Do you want this? - Or what? Are you going to hit me with it? 989 01:14:08,840 --> 01:14:10,400 No! 990 01:14:23,640 --> 01:14:25,007 I hate you. 991 01:14:28,940 --> 01:14:30,573 I hate you! 992 01:14:38,729 --> 01:14:40,662 September 14 993 01:14:49,840 --> 01:14:51,307 What was that? 994 01:14:51,740 --> 01:14:52,907 I don't know. 995 01:14:52,907 --> 01:14:55,907 You are good from afar, because you are far from being good. 996 01:14:57,240 --> 01:15:00,207 - Open up or I'll spank you. - And I'll spank you twice as much. 997 01:15:06,040 --> 01:15:07,807 - Sorry. - I love your tail. 998 01:15:11,040 --> 01:15:12,807 Are you alone? 999 01:15:14,140 --> 01:15:16,473 - Do you want a drink? - No, but thank you. 1000 01:15:16,473 --> 01:15:18,740 - You should go. - Good night. 1001 01:15:19,773 --> 01:15:20,540 hello! 1002 01:15:21,507 --> 01:15:23,107 Hey, are you gay? 1003 01:15:23,107 --> 01:15:26,073 - Let me go! - You are not together. 1004 01:15:27,740 --> 01:15:31,140 I have many things to tell you. Do you know the underground railway... 1005 01:15:32,340 --> 01:15:34,407 -Anthony! - Gav, it's you! 1006 01:15:36,507 --> 01:15:38,407 What's new? I'm glad to see you. 1007 01:15:38,407 --> 01:15:40,873 - Me too. - I have many things to tell you. 1008 01:15:40,873 --> 01:15:42,207 - I hear you. - Good. 1009 01:15:42,440 --> 01:15:45,207 - Do you remember the underground train? - Yes. - Good. 1010 01:15:45,440 --> 01:15:48,473 I don't think it exists anymore. A certain Marcia ran it. 1011 01:15:48,473 --> 01:15:51,807 Police raids and other things... It no longer exists. 1012 01:15:52,107 --> 01:15:55,007 But I have thought that we should restart it. 1013 01:15:55,007 --> 01:15:57,073 - us? - Yes. 1014 01:15:57,840 --> 01:15:58,807 Me? 1015 01:15:59,707 --> 01:16:01,207 You're high on that shit, huh? 1016 01:16:03,040 --> 01:16:04,607 I haven't taken anything. 1017 01:16:04,607 --> 01:16:06,207 I can't talk, man. 1018 01:16:06,207 --> 01:16:07,873 I don't feel it. I'm high, not drunk. 1019 01:16:08,240 --> 01:16:10,473 - I have to go. - I have drunk, I have not taken drugs. 1020 01:16:15,107 --> 01:16:16,540 - Are you okay? - Yes. 1021 01:16:17,140 --> 01:16:18,773 Can you walk? 1022 01:16:19,107 --> 01:16:20,140 Yes, friend. 1023 01:16:20,440 --> 01:16:21,607 Damn, you have to go home. 1024 01:16:21,607 --> 01:16:23,257 - I'm fine here. - You're screwed. 1025 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:31,340 I hate my job. 1026 01:16:34,373 --> 01:16:35,373 Stop! 1027 01:16:35,707 --> 01:16:39,107 Try to stay on your feet. for yourself 1028 01:16:40,373 --> 01:16:41,940 I have achieved it. 1029 01:16:45,840 --> 01:16:48,340 I'm going to put you to bed and bring you water 1030 01:16:48,340 --> 01:16:50,607 so that it goes away. Is it okay? 1031 01:16:51,440 --> 01:16:52,640 I hate my job. 1032 01:16:54,707 --> 01:16:56,540 Did you hear what I said? 1033 01:16:56,540 --> 01:16:58,540 I hate fake butter. 1034 01:16:58,540 --> 01:17:02,540 I hate monosodium glutamate, the cheese to melt... 1035 01:17:03,540 --> 01:17:04,707 I hate... 1036 01:17:10,740 --> 01:17:11,807 What? 1037 01:17:14,040 --> 01:17:16,607 For God's sake, you could have Hang in there, man. 1038 01:17:16,840 --> 01:17:18,940 - Wow! - I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1039 01:17:19,240 --> 01:17:21,907 What do you feel? It's all on my shirt. 1040 01:17:22,240 --> 01:17:23,907 - Me too. - God. 1041 01:17:25,707 --> 01:17:27,707 Yes, you have a full shirt. 1042 01:17:28,840 --> 01:17:30,673 - It runs all over my face. - Oh, shame! 1043 01:17:33,107 --> 01:17:37,307 - I'm going to put you in the shower. - Are you making a pass, man? 1044 01:17:37,840 --> 01:17:40,440 Yes, that's what I'm doing right now. I'm insinuating myself. 1045 01:17:40,740 --> 01:17:41,707 Oh, good! 1046 01:17:42,140 --> 01:17:44,707 You are so sexy, all covered in vomit... 1047 01:17:44,940 --> 01:17:45,907 Really? 1048 01:17:49,440 --> 01:17:52,473 - Calmly. - You're going to drown me! 1049 01:18:04,440 --> 01:18:05,607 You know... 1050 01:18:06,573 --> 01:18:10,207 the funniest thing is that there is nothing to do 1051 01:18:10,940 --> 01:18:12,507 when the movie is over. 1052 01:18:13,140 --> 01:18:16,507 I stay standing there, and I listen to my colleague... 1053 01:18:21,707 --> 01:18:23,973 You must take me for a braggart. 1054 01:18:24,773 --> 01:18:27,807 But, you know what? Do you know what happened the other day? 1055 01:18:28,307 --> 01:18:29,273 What? 1056 01:18:29,273 --> 01:18:32,473 Stephen. It was across the street. 1057 01:18:33,840 --> 01:18:37,407 I was so scared that I ran to the bathroom to hide. 1058 01:18:38,740 --> 01:18:40,607 Am I a coward? 1059 01:18:44,340 --> 01:18:46,807 It's okay. You don't have to answer. 1060 01:18:46,807 --> 01:18:50,073 Because everyone thinks That Stephen is so wonderful. 1061 01:18:51,240 --> 01:18:53,607 �Everyone thinks it is so wonderful! 1062 01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:55,040 And it is! 1063 01:18:55,040 --> 01:18:58,007 If it weren't for him, where would I be? 1064 01:18:59,040 --> 01:19:01,807 He loves me like no one can love me. 1065 01:19:10,507 --> 01:19:12,473 I'm so sorry. 1066 01:19:13,240 --> 01:19:14,707 You believe me, right? 1067 01:19:15,140 --> 01:19:17,707 Tell me you believe me. 1068 01:19:19,707 --> 01:19:22,307 I have a void inside my chest. 1069 01:19:26,640 --> 01:19:29,107 And I swear... 1070 01:19:29,940 --> 01:19:32,507 that sometimes I wish he would come back. 1071 01:19:36,340 --> 01:19:37,907 Come back! 1072 01:21:00,491 --> 01:21:03,091 June 17 1073 01:21:09,840 --> 01:21:11,307 Beautiful. 1074 01:21:12,540 --> 01:21:15,940 - I don't want to fight about this. -Who is fighting? 1075 01:21:25,273 --> 01:21:27,207 I would like us to talk about it. 1076 01:21:44,040 --> 01:21:45,307 What? 1077 01:21:47,040 --> 01:21:49,473 Thinking about coming back to your grandparents' house? 1078 01:21:51,340 --> 01:21:54,107 Anthony, you know how expensive that life is here. 1079 01:21:57,840 --> 01:22:00,740 You won't be able to survive on your own. 1080 01:22:00,973 --> 01:22:02,340 You have to be here, Anthony. 1081 01:22:03,907 --> 01:22:05,640 With me. 1082 01:22:07,773 --> 01:22:10,873 Come on. I'll help you unpack your luggage. 1083 01:22:48,407 --> 01:22:50,940 November 28 1084 01:23:00,673 --> 01:23:01,840 hello? 1085 01:23:02,173 --> 01:23:03,473 I'm Gav. 1086 01:23:06,273 --> 01:23:07,940 I fucking hate faggots! 1087 01:23:08,440 --> 01:23:11,940 I was about to take one this one tomorrow when your fucking friends 1088 01:23:12,273 --> 01:23:13,707 faggots have appeared. 1089 01:23:13,707 --> 01:23:16,707 I honestly don't know why you want to keep living in this damn city. 1090 01:23:17,340 --> 01:23:19,940 -Gavin... - I'm sorry, but I didn't know where to go. 1091 01:23:20,507 --> 01:23:24,207 What the hell is happening to those repressed people? to believe that they can screw me? 1092 01:23:24,207 --> 01:23:25,740 What have they done? 1093 01:23:26,773 --> 01:23:29,240 They are no longer there. They haven't done anything. 1094 01:23:30,107 --> 01:23:32,273 - Nothing? - Fuck it! 1095 01:23:35,973 --> 01:23:37,907 Do you want water? 1096 01:23:39,373 --> 01:23:42,140 What would you do in my place? "You would return to Chico, 1097 01:23:42,140 --> 01:23:44,040 even if you went crazy? 1098 01:23:44,040 --> 01:23:46,473 Or would you stay here, even if you went crazy... 1099 01:23:46,723 --> 01:23:48,623 ...but at least being in the city? 1100 01:23:48,623 --> 01:23:50,723 At least be in the city. 1101 01:23:52,073 --> 01:23:55,073 I have to do something with my life before turning 18 years old. 1102 01:23:56,773 --> 01:24:00,473 Oh God, there are so many things to think about my strength is gone. 1103 01:24:02,473 --> 01:24:05,273 I have to take back control, you know. Oh really. 1104 01:24:06,373 --> 01:24:08,473 And start behaving like an adult, 1105 01:24:08,473 --> 01:24:11,873 instead of wandering like a shocked child. 1106 01:24:13,307 --> 01:24:15,473 Oh, God, do you want to get out of here? 1107 01:24:16,573 --> 01:24:17,473 Now? 1108 01:24:17,473 --> 01:24:19,707 Yes, I have to change my ideas. This is bullshit. 1109 01:24:20,140 --> 01:24:22,107 I'm sorry, I can't. Not tonight. 1110 01:24:23,340 --> 01:24:24,940 What are you wearing? 1111 01:24:27,440 --> 01:24:29,073 It's that guy, right? 1112 01:24:30,073 --> 01:24:31,807 Why do you do it? 1113 01:24:32,340 --> 01:24:33,673 I must do it. 1114 01:24:33,907 --> 01:24:37,440 �This is why you have finally undone the luggage? To impress someone? 1115 01:24:38,273 --> 01:24:40,340 I'll take you back to Chico with me, friend. 1116 01:24:40,573 --> 01:24:42,540 When did you decide to return to Chico? 1117 01:24:42,540 --> 01:24:43,973 Today. 1118 01:24:44,773 --> 01:24:45,773 What? Why? 1119 01:24:46,107 --> 01:24:48,273 You know you're the only person in the world city I can count on. 1120 01:24:48,507 --> 01:24:50,507 - That's true. - That's not good. 1121 01:24:55,140 --> 01:24:56,373 He just wants to talk. 1122 01:24:56,373 --> 01:24:59,140 - When is he coming? - Soon. Now. 1123 01:25:01,507 --> 01:25:03,607 Shit, man, don't do it! 1124 01:25:03,840 --> 01:25:05,040 I'm fine. 1125 01:25:05,040 --> 01:25:07,473 Screw you, Anthony. I've seen what it could do to you. 1126 01:25:07,473 --> 01:25:10,473 Gav, I'm fine. Don't make it harder than it is. 1127 01:25:10,707 --> 01:25:13,473 I can't do it. You can't break down when I have already fallen apart. 1128 01:25:14,673 --> 01:25:16,640 Gav, do you want to spend the night here? 1129 01:25:16,940 --> 01:25:17,907 No! 1130 01:25:18,940 --> 01:25:21,107 Come back later, I promise you that I will be alone. 1131 01:25:21,640 --> 01:25:23,240 No, I'm going to have fun with my friends. 1132 01:25:23,240 --> 01:25:24,340 Where? 1133 01:25:26,107 --> 01:25:27,207 Is it him? 1134 01:25:29,673 --> 01:25:31,040 Oh shit! 1135 01:25:31,707 --> 01:25:33,473 Do the right thing. 1136 01:25:33,907 --> 01:25:36,007 I will do it. I'll try. 1137 01:25:42,740 --> 01:25:44,140 Hello. 1138 01:25:44,907 --> 01:25:45,640 Hello. 1139 01:25:55,040 --> 01:25:56,540 Who was it? 1140 01:25:56,907 --> 01:25:58,473 It's a long story. 1141 01:25:58,773 --> 01:26:01,873 - He seems pissed off. - Yes. Well... 1142 01:26:08,573 --> 01:26:10,307 You are fabulous. 1143 01:26:10,640 --> 01:26:13,107 Thank you. You too. 1144 01:26:14,740 --> 01:26:16,840 - Thank you for calling me back. - You are welcome. 1145 01:26:21,140 --> 01:26:24,540 I want you to know that I'm doing much better. 1146 01:26:26,273 --> 01:26:27,673 What does that mean? 1147 01:26:30,340 --> 01:26:32,673 I follow therapy for several months now. 1148 01:26:35,307 --> 01:26:37,473 I have learned a lot about myself. 1149 01:26:39,107 --> 01:26:40,507 That's fine. 1150 01:26:41,973 --> 01:26:43,407 That's fine. 1151 01:26:46,507 --> 01:26:49,040 I know I hurt you. 1152 01:26:49,473 --> 01:26:51,640 I take full responsibility. 1153 01:26:55,240 --> 01:26:57,807 I want you to know that I'm not a bad person. 1154 01:26:58,373 --> 01:27:00,073 I never thought that. 1155 01:27:00,073 --> 01:27:03,207 It's important to me that you believe it. 1156 01:27:05,673 --> 01:27:08,073 I'm very happy Hope you're doing better, Stephen. 1157 01:27:09,440 --> 01:27:12,340 Thank you. It means a lot to me. 1158 01:27:13,907 --> 01:27:15,407 But I have a lot of work what to do about me. 1159 01:27:15,707 --> 01:27:16,673 Yes, I know. 1160 01:27:17,040 --> 01:27:19,473 No, you don't know. I'm shaking right now. 1161 01:27:20,340 --> 01:27:23,673 I don't expect to recover your confidence immediately. 1162 01:27:26,440 --> 01:27:29,340 My therapist says it's good for me to start 1163 01:27:29,673 --> 01:27:31,940 making peace with people the one I have hurt. 1164 01:27:32,907 --> 01:27:35,740 - So, it's just therapy? - No, I... 1165 01:27:37,340 --> 01:27:39,040 I want much more. 1166 01:27:43,473 --> 01:27:49,040 Do you want to sit with me for a moment? Please. 1167 01:28:05,273 --> 01:28:06,873 I miss you. 1168 01:28:09,307 --> 01:28:11,807 I want us to be together again. 1169 01:28:13,673 --> 01:28:15,307 It's very fast. 1170 01:28:18,240 --> 01:28:20,307 We don't have to decide now. 1171 01:28:20,573 --> 01:28:23,040 Take the time you need. 1172 01:28:23,273 --> 01:28:25,473 And what does that mean? 1173 01:28:29,707 --> 01:28:31,273 Just that. 1174 01:28:33,907 --> 01:28:35,707 That's all. Okay? 1175 01:28:40,487 --> 01:28:42,220 December 13. 1176 01:28:48,340 --> 01:28:50,590 - Hello. - Hello. 1177 01:28:53,473 --> 01:28:54,940 How are you? 1178 01:28:55,273 --> 01:28:58,007 - I'm still here. - Glad to hear it. 1179 01:28:58,707 --> 01:29:00,640 I have two months left to spend. 1180 01:29:00,873 --> 01:29:03,307 It's true. James Dean's birthday. 1181 01:29:03,307 --> 01:29:05,307 We will celebrate your independence. 1182 01:29:05,673 --> 01:29:07,840 - If I make it to February. - You will arrive. 1183 01:29:08,307 --> 01:29:10,140 And your own independence? 1184 01:29:12,273 --> 01:29:14,073 Are you seeing Stephen again? 1185 01:29:14,073 --> 01:29:15,073 Yes. 1186 01:29:16,473 --> 01:29:17,940 We go slowly. 1187 01:29:19,440 --> 01:29:21,640 -How is it working? - Good. 1188 01:29:22,573 --> 01:29:24,740 - A small Coca-Cola, please. - Is that all? 1189 01:29:24,740 --> 01:29:27,107 - Yes. - 4.50. 1190 01:29:28,507 --> 01:29:31,207 - It's not what you think. - I don't think anything. 1191 01:29:32,173 --> 01:29:34,673 - I'm doing well. - I know. 1192 01:29:36,540 --> 01:29:39,107 - And how are you doing? - Good. 1193 01:29:41,373 --> 01:29:45,240 I was out with friends in Larkin. They caught us. 1194 01:29:46,473 --> 01:29:51,040 I was wondering if maybe I could sleep at your house for a couple of days. 1195 01:29:53,140 --> 01:29:54,673 Just a couple of days. 1196 01:29:54,673 --> 01:29:57,273 - I don't... - Of course you can. 1197 01:29:58,440 --> 01:29:59,407 Thank you. 1198 01:30:00,240 --> 01:30:02,740 I needed to hear that. 1199 01:30:03,107 --> 01:30:05,940 "Aren't you sick of this street kid?" What constantly bothers you? 1200 01:30:06,173 --> 01:30:08,140 No, Gav. I love you, you know it. 1201 01:30:09,507 --> 01:30:10,473 OK. 1202 01:30:13,419 --> 01:30:15,253 December 15 Hello. Are you ready? 1203 01:30:20,573 --> 01:30:23,473 - What's wrong? - We have to talk. 1204 01:30:35,707 --> 01:30:37,507 -Gav... - Oh, shit! 1205 01:30:38,640 --> 01:30:40,907 - You told me he was going out. - It was supposed to be. 1206 01:30:41,273 --> 01:30:42,907 I'm leaving here. 1207 01:30:45,107 --> 01:30:48,107 - Hello, I'm Ángel. -Anthony. 1208 01:30:48,907 --> 01:30:51,240 - You can stay. - Aren't you coming with me? 1209 01:30:51,873 --> 01:30:54,307 - I don't want to go out. -Gav... 1210 01:30:54,840 --> 01:30:55,807 What? 1211 01:30:56,107 --> 01:30:57,807 Fuck you! 1212 01:31:01,873 --> 01:31:03,507 Are you mad at me? 1213 01:31:03,507 --> 01:31:05,340 Who is that boy? 1214 01:31:05,340 --> 01:31:07,040 Just a friend. 1215 01:31:08,440 --> 01:31:10,607 Didn't you hear me come in? 1216 01:31:11,473 --> 01:31:12,540 Gav! 1217 01:31:12,873 --> 01:31:14,907 What the hell are you doing at home? 1218 01:31:17,140 --> 01:31:18,940 Stephen just stood me up. 1219 01:31:19,173 --> 01:31:20,340 Again? 1220 01:31:30,307 --> 01:31:32,507 Come, let's go for a walk. 1221 01:31:32,507 --> 01:31:34,507 - I don't want to. - I know you want, come. 1222 01:31:34,507 --> 01:31:35,707 No. 1223 01:31:41,240 --> 01:31:42,740 I am paralyzed. 1224 01:31:48,940 --> 01:31:51,607 I haven't felt like this in a long time. 1225 01:31:52,507 --> 01:31:56,073 You know, you're the only one with I can share this nonsense. 1226 01:32:11,202 --> 01:32:12,605 Come on, Gav... 1227 01:32:53,473 --> 01:32:56,907 I don't know what happened. I'm afraid. 1228 01:32:57,640 --> 01:32:58,840 Stephen? 1229 01:32:59,340 --> 01:33:01,507 I feel like I'm dying, you know. 1230 01:33:01,507 --> 01:33:03,640 I'm not sure I can handle it. 1231 01:33:04,907 --> 01:33:07,140 Why have we put those barriers between us? 1232 01:33:07,140 --> 01:33:09,740 Why can't we get over that bullshit? 1233 01:33:10,707 --> 01:33:12,673 I want everything to end. 1234 01:33:12,673 --> 01:33:15,873 It would be easier, you know. I want to end everything tonight. 1235 01:33:16,640 --> 01:33:17,673 Stephen? 1236 01:33:19,107 --> 01:33:22,673 You don't know what it's like, Anthony. You have no idea. 1237 01:33:26,540 --> 01:33:28,873 Why have you let me go? so easily? 1238 01:33:29,173 --> 01:33:32,673 Don't do this. You are the one who left me. 1239 01:33:33,873 --> 01:33:35,707 Because I was afraid. 1240 01:33:35,973 --> 01:33:37,673 Why do you give in so easily? 1241 01:33:37,673 --> 01:33:40,073 Why don't you want to be with me? 1242 01:33:40,673 --> 01:33:41,607 Because I don't... 1243 01:33:41,607 --> 01:33:43,507 I want to be with you now. 1244 01:33:45,640 --> 01:33:47,407 Can you come? 1245 01:33:47,740 --> 01:33:50,507 I can't do it. I can't be coming and going. 1246 01:33:50,507 --> 01:33:52,107 Can't. 1247 01:33:52,107 --> 01:33:54,707 I need you here tonight. 1248 01:33:55,540 --> 01:33:59,007 I don't ask for anything more. I can pay for the taxi. 1249 01:33:59,440 --> 01:34:01,273 I need to feel you close to me 1250 01:34:01,273 --> 01:34:03,273 or I don't know what I'm going to do. 1251 01:34:04,040 --> 01:34:06,007 God! Okay! 1252 01:34:07,140 --> 01:34:08,740 I'm coming. 1253 01:34:10,107 --> 01:34:14,240 Stay calm, Steve, okay? Stephen? 1254 01:34:15,307 --> 01:34:16,273 Yes. 1255 01:34:16,907 --> 01:34:18,607 It will be there soon. 1256 01:34:23,340 --> 01:34:24,540 Anthony... 1257 01:34:25,340 --> 01:34:27,507 - Don't go. - Go back to sleep. 1258 01:34:27,507 --> 01:34:29,240 Don't go with him. 1259 01:34:29,507 --> 01:34:31,673 - He is distressed. - It's not your problem. 1260 01:34:32,840 --> 01:34:35,407 It will be fine. We will talk tomorrow in the morning. 1261 01:34:37,507 --> 01:34:38,740 Sleep well. 1262 01:34:52,873 --> 01:34:55,607 Thank you for your call. I'm Stephen Ackerman. 1263 01:35:07,173 --> 01:35:09,240 Thank you for your call. I'm Stephen... 1264 01:35:14,973 --> 01:35:16,540 I can't do it. 1265 01:35:17,640 --> 01:35:19,873 I can't go on with this, Stephen. 1266 01:35:27,840 --> 01:35:29,840 Emergencies, can I help you? 1267 01:35:30,940 --> 01:35:33,307 I'm sorry. It's a false alarm. 1268 01:35:34,273 --> 01:35:35,840 Good night. 1269 01:35:43,740 --> 01:35:45,707 Gavin, wake up. 1270 01:35:47,940 --> 01:35:49,707 Gavin, are you here? 1271 01:36:01,507 --> 01:36:03,773 ''I had to leave. I'll be back tomorrow night. 1272 01:36:03,773 --> 01:36:05,873 ''Don't let Stephen manipulate you. I love you, Gav. 1273 01:36:10,473 --> 01:36:11,607 Damn! 1274 01:36:49,307 --> 01:36:51,640 Good night, sir. Can I offer you something? 1275 01:36:51,940 --> 01:36:55,540 In fact, I'm looking for someone. It's quite tall, 1276 01:36:55,873 --> 01:36:59,507 handsome, high cheekbones, hood... 1277 01:36:59,973 --> 01:37:02,707 That is the description of many people who come here. 1278 01:37:02,707 --> 01:37:06,073 - His name is Gavin, actually. - Oh, I know Gavin. 1279 01:37:06,373 --> 01:37:08,340 But I haven't seen him in a while. 1280 01:37:09,940 --> 01:37:12,107 Can you tell him that Anthony is looking for you? 1281 01:37:12,107 --> 01:37:15,073 Clear. Do you want to leave your phone number? 1282 01:37:15,073 --> 01:37:17,073 - No. He has it. He is very kind. - Good, sir. 1283 01:37:17,307 --> 01:37:19,740 - Thank you so much. - To you. - Take care. 1284 01:37:20,573 --> 01:37:22,740 She wants an engagement ring. 1285 01:37:23,107 --> 01:37:25,740 Finally! Can you believe it? After all this time. 1286 01:37:28,473 --> 01:37:31,240 But don't get me wrong, I think everyone should have the right 1287 01:37:31,240 --> 01:37:32,407 to get married. 1288 01:37:32,407 --> 01:37:35,407 I just don't see why a person rope would like to do it. 1289 01:37:37,273 --> 01:37:39,507 Don't you think so, Anthony? 1290 01:37:40,673 --> 01:37:41,673 I'm sorry... 1291 01:37:57,940 --> 01:37:59,073 Angel! 1292 01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:02,040 Anthony, Gavin's friend. Yes. Nice to see you. 1293 01:38:02,473 --> 01:38:05,040 - Have you seen it? - No. 1294 01:38:07,307 --> 01:38:11,273 I was supposed to come to San Diego with me, a couple of weeks ago. 1295 01:38:11,873 --> 01:38:13,540 San Diego? 1296 01:38:13,540 --> 01:38:16,273 But he stood me up. Typical. 1297 01:38:17,773 --> 01:38:19,540 I'm sorry. 1298 01:38:19,873 --> 01:38:21,473 - It's okay. - Thanks, man. 1299 01:38:36,940 --> 01:38:39,290 Call from: Stephen Ackerman 1300 01:38:53,340 --> 01:38:55,900 February 8 1301 01:38:57,240 --> 01:39:01,073 -Who is it? - It's Gavin. 1302 01:39:02,840 --> 01:39:05,907 - An ex-lover? - No, just a friend. 1303 01:39:08,707 --> 01:39:12,007 It looks familiar to me. Do you live in the city? 1304 01:39:12,573 --> 01:39:14,007 It's already gone. 1305 01:39:14,873 --> 01:39:16,307 Where has he gone? 1306 01:39:33,440 --> 01:39:37,807 You have a new message and a saved message. 1307 01:39:39,040 --> 01:39:41,073 Anthony, I'm Grandma. 1308 01:39:42,040 --> 01:39:43,907 8 o'clock here, 5 o'clock there, 1309 01:39:43,907 --> 01:39:45,440 as we had been. 1310 01:39:46,740 --> 01:39:47,907 Deleted message. 1311 01:39:48,473 --> 01:39:49,907 First saved message. 1312 01:39:50,273 --> 01:39:55,307 Saved on Tuesday, September 14, at 1:46. 1313 01:39:56,040 --> 01:39:59,040 Anthony, it's Gav. I have many things to tell you. 1314 01:39:59,340 --> 01:40:01,073 You know the "underground railroad", right? 1315 01:40:01,073 --> 01:40:03,140 Well, I've been... Anthony! 1316 01:40:03,740 --> 01:40:05,073 "Hey Gav, it's you!" 1317 01:40:05,873 --> 01:40:08,307 You have no more messages. 1318 01:40:36,473 --> 01:40:38,807 February 9 1319 01:41:06,840 --> 01:41:07,840 Gavin! 1320 01:41:07,840 --> 01:41:10,040 -Anthony! - Hello, man. 1321 01:41:13,840 --> 01:41:14,840 My God! 1322 01:41:16,273 --> 01:41:18,240 We must have a serious conversation. 1323 01:41:18,240 --> 01:41:20,340 - Okay, but... - You have completely disappeared. 1324 01:41:20,340 --> 01:41:22,640 - My mother is there... - Is this where you grew up? 1325 01:41:22,640 --> 01:41:24,240 - Don't look... - Why not? 1326 01:41:24,240 --> 01:41:25,873 How did you get here? 1327 01:41:25,873 --> 01:41:28,840 I took a bus. I can't believe it's you. 1328 01:41:29,107 --> 01:41:31,873 I'm glad to see you too, but... 1329 01:41:31,873 --> 01:41:33,540 - I can't... - Are you okay? 1330 01:41:33,540 --> 01:41:36,707 - This is not the right time. - When is a good time? Return�. 1331 01:41:37,307 --> 01:41:40,007 Can't. What are you doing here? 1332 01:41:40,307 --> 01:41:43,207 I have come to look for you. You left months ago! 1333 01:41:43,440 --> 01:41:44,907 - You speak very loudly. - Is she your mother? 1334 01:41:46,973 --> 01:41:49,907 You can't come to my house and... 1335 01:41:52,107 --> 01:41:54,840 I didn't know what to do. I haven't seen you in months. 1336 01:41:54,840 --> 01:41:56,607 - I have no news... - I know... 1337 01:41:56,607 --> 01:41:58,707 I just want to know when you're coming home. 1338 01:41:59,540 --> 01:42:01,307 Am at home. This is my house now. 1339 01:42:01,307 --> 01:42:02,640 - Really? - Yes. 1340 01:42:02,640 --> 01:42:04,507 This was your house. You are now an adult. 1341 01:42:04,507 --> 01:42:06,640 You have turned 18 years old. You have hair in your beard. 1342 01:42:07,340 --> 01:42:09,473 - Come on. - Can't. 1343 01:42:10,873 --> 01:42:13,007 - I have to stay here. - Please. 1344 01:42:14,373 --> 01:42:15,840 - Can't. - Please. 1345 01:42:16,073 --> 01:42:18,240 I have a very nice sofa in which to settle. 1346 01:42:18,773 --> 01:42:21,540 -Are you no longer with your boyfriend? - It's over. 1347 01:42:21,873 --> 01:42:24,540 It's okay. You don't have to explain it. 1348 01:42:25,173 --> 01:42:26,540 It's okay. 1349 01:42:27,040 --> 01:42:29,073 Anthony, I'm not coming back. 1350 01:42:29,940 --> 01:42:33,007 - Yes you will. - I'm not going back to San Francisco. 1351 01:42:37,273 --> 01:42:39,140 It's not even possible. 1352 01:42:40,573 --> 01:42:44,307 And I'm ashamed for not having said goodbye to you, but... 1353 01:42:46,240 --> 01:42:47,207 Gavin... 1354 01:42:48,940 --> 01:42:50,640 I have to go. 1355 01:42:51,507 --> 01:42:53,507 Wait, before you go... 1356 01:42:53,907 --> 01:42:55,473 I brought you something. 1357 01:42:56,440 --> 01:42:57,440 Anthony. 1358 01:42:57,707 --> 01:43:00,373 Do you remember that... diary. 1359 01:43:00,373 --> 01:43:01,707 Gavin. 1360 01:43:03,873 --> 01:43:05,207 I got one for you. 1361 01:43:09,140 --> 01:43:10,973 So you can write. 1362 01:43:17,373 --> 01:43:20,340 - Take care. - I always do. 1363 01:43:31,107 --> 01:43:32,207 Well... 1364 01:43:33,573 --> 01:43:35,607 Thanks for visiting us. 1365 01:43:36,673 --> 01:43:38,040 Thank you so much. 1366 01:43:39,373 --> 01:43:40,640 Good night. 1367 01:44:03,773 --> 01:44:05,907 I've chased hope too long. 1368 01:44:05,907 --> 01:44:08,707 I have clung too much to you, clinging to the dust, 1369 01:44:08,940 --> 01:44:12,073 and trying to write a story already told. 1370 01:44:14,707 --> 01:44:16,540 I keep going. 1371 01:44:16,940 --> 01:44:20,807 Persist is an absurd attempt to die. 1372 01:44:21,273 --> 01:44:22,340 an art form, 1373 01:44:22,707 --> 01:44:25,140 that defies repentance. 1374 01:44:28,873 --> 01:44:30,940 The city at night is a new beginning, 1375 01:44:31,273 --> 01:44:33,040 a trip without going somewhere else, 1376 01:44:33,673 --> 01:44:37,040 maybe even a chance meeting with another lost stranger. 1377 01:44:38,507 --> 01:44:40,940 Maybe it's time to stay still. 1378 01:44:40,940 --> 01:44:42,673 Reserved. 1379 01:44:43,107 --> 01:44:44,607 Without looking back. 1380 01:44:52,340 --> 01:45:24,001 Translation: R.Mora for www.avenidalibertad.es